Tuesday, April 18, 2006
i guess..
[9:45 PM]
i'm just not good enough. i probably deserve this. =(( gah
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
update!
[9:16 AM]
hehh! finee i havent been blogging for a really really long time! xD. i really didnt have time to come online cos my sibs are using the com a lot lately so i guess its more impt for them to fnish work than me blogging right! =)) HEH. anyway first things first! i have no idea who will want to come spam my tagboardd! its like the first time my tagboard's spammed! but then again since spammers are no life, shouldnt they like examine, scrutinise and analyse our (me paul and cz's) way of speaking (typing for that matter) before they choose to spam? =)) i mean if u want to do a more convincing job then put in more effort laa! =)) ohh and im almost never online at 12 so tag earlier if u want to tag as me! okay fine, that sounded a bit crazyy! but doesnt matter im happy laa! i shall just blog the more impt things that happened in my life since so many things happened since i last updated laa! =)) nat junior for discus was last saturday and i was quite nervous, didnt know what to expect cos this is just the second competition ive taken part in, the first being nationals last year la! =)) there were 19 participants and most of them were older than me (18 and 19 yrs old) since the category's u-20! and there were army guys taking part laa! xD. i didnt expect to do really well, maybe just do my pb or smth! first throw's release wasnt right, then it was do or die for the second throw cos we only had two throws to qualify laa! xD. so i just breathed, didnt think to much and just whacked my all! and the discus flew so nicely laa! tyco me! =)) 32.4m or smth! and it was enough to qualify as 7th! didnt do better for the 3rd and 4th throw cos i wasnt used to the orientation of the cage but i guess everyone was the same laa! =)) was just super lucky laa! i dun think ill be so lucky any moree! aftr that went for a really nice lunch which i shant elaborate bout! =X. hehh and then had to go back to school to wait for ora to end so we can put up our "shameless" advertisment on the floor laa! xD. we thought it would be uber shameless but then again after seeing other group's advertisements we were all equally shameless laa! so that brought the level of shamelessness down to a much lower level xD. or so i think laa! hehh we did the thing from 4 plus to around 10 la! but at least it was fun talking and nonsensing with everyone from my campaign group laa! ohh btww! Vote for Chay Ling, Denise, Pearlene and Yanheng! =))and sunday night went to denise's house to stayover and finish everything else for campaigning before we went to school to put up the tags and posters and rehearse for our speech! =)) we did some wordless speech which i thought was quite cool laa! fine if u dun really think so laa! but doesnt matter, at least we got the msg across! =)) hahaha tuesday was the speech, did okay! did up our noticeboard to! version 1 which was torned down and the balloons stolen laa! did version 2 on wed and we did our canteen speech laa! dunno if there was any effect but hope it went well laa! =)) okie fine! enough for campaigning! monday's voting and tuesday's the results! jiayou everyone! =))training on thursday was with my ri coach! he'll be our coach soon laa! =)) so we have a throw's coach for the whole training session at least! =)) hehh and i like the way he spots all the little errors that u make and make sure u correct them so u can throw better! =)) and he improved my shotput distance a huge lot in like 30 mins! woahh! im kinda looking forward to training with him but i really have to replan my whole schedule again after results for elections come out laa! thats if if i get in la! =))good friday rocks like never before and i think its the best day of my life and i shant elaborate no more! =)) shot put later! i hope ill be calm! haha ya right laa! xD bye bye!
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
what a week! =)
[11:14 PM]
hehh!i knew this week will be better than last and i was right! =)) hahahaha although it was simply just a mad rush laa! xD. oh first things first, cz, i cannot help u post smth up cos im not there too! i had an expired invitation and the promised invitation hasnt come yet! xD. sorry i cant help u out laa! its already 11 plus already and im quite tiredd! =)) HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUE AND SIMIN! if u all read this that is =))this week was just a blur cos i ended past 8 everyday! xD. shall talk a bit about impt events then! on wednesday i had to listen to a talk for gsc! it was supposed to be about chi literary stuff by cai shen jiang la, but it turned out to be a bit of a disappointment cos he didnt prepare a script for one and he needed to rush off for another thing after that! it gave me that impression that he didnt really bother putting in the effort to give this talk laa! maybe its just me and that hes actually got everything memorised already! but whats the chances of that when what he says isnt exactly coherent and he keeps looking at his phone! xD. oh wells! everyone was dozing off laa! and i had to skip piano recital for this la! dunno whether it was worth it! =((sleeppyy! shall continue tmr! =))
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
i told u i will blogg! well,eventually! =))
[1:54 PM]
hehh! i realised the last time i blog was on tuesday which was like 5 days ago and it was indeed a really really long time! cos 5 days is more that enough time for people to get together *cough* okay fine ive been hearing a lot of gossips but i shall shut up la, cos it wont be appreciated if i write them here anyway! so ya! =)) it shall be part of my prized collection thats all! =D. u all have to understand that i really really dont have time to blog cept for like the weekends, mondays and tuesday (perhaps). monday my day ends early so i can finished work when i reach home and still have time to blog la! xD. but then again if i have nothing to blog about then too bad laa! i dun even know so many people actually read my blog and actually wait for me to put up entries la! tuesday i have training till late so when i reach home i might be super tired already! might drag myself to blog cos lots of things happen on tuesday laa! =)) wednesday is training again and i will conk out like absolutely when i reach home so i will just look through my inbox to see if anyone sent me anything important lorhh! thursday's my longest day laa! i have lessons all the way till FIVE can! like omg laa! how can people concentrate at that time! no wonder ppl in my gsc class always sleep! friday's cca till late so too bad, might blog when i feel like it but if i dun feel like it then too bad lorhh! HEH i sound super self-important but dont worry laa! ill still blog for ur sake! =)) somehow this reminds me of that funny navy (i think) advertisement about your life laa! somehow i think too many things happen in my life at one short and it will be hard to film it into a movie laa! unless u have that screen for scv (whats it called) where u can watch like 60 channels or smth in one go! =)) but i like my life laa! its exciting and fulfilling although it might be a bit tiring and taxingg! which means i have to SLEEP more! =)) friday morning training was good cos i threw really nice discus! like 4 times in a row! heh sorry laa, i just felt like blogging! oh thursday was fun too cos i found out that my hp's plan is upgraded so i hv 1000 smses noww! =)) yayy to more marathons! =)) and now i can talk without being xin tong cos of my bill! =)) lets see what else i did this week! hmmm- initialled on lwin's cap so she will get super lot of good luck! - thought cassy the man was so super pro when she runs! and she got into the dunno-what team laa! how pro! =))- found out that he and she are together on sat!- found out that he and she are together cos of the earrings!- found out tha people like being unofficially together! xD- went out on friday for buffet dinner cos it was my mum's bdae!- went bowling aftr that and i was so tyco can! =)) - really want to go bowling and pooling one daY! someone tell me u are free!- went for chloe's bdae on sat!- found out how some of my unexplained msn contacts look like!- went for imo training on sat morning!-went for piano on sun morning!ahh i shall go do work then! =)) ill update more regularly la! =)) ill try! and ill update my links! =))
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i told u i will blogg! well, eventually =))
[1:53 PM]
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
why do we need a titlee!
[11:28 PM]
im always stumped when we have to think of a title for all our blog entries laa! xD so weirdd! and we dont even have the option to leave it blank lorh! oh wells! i realised to make my blog much easier to read i should just blog in short paragraphs and not rant on and on abt smth la! =)) and i realised that the most entertaining blogs are those which 1) talk complete rubbish2) the blogger just go on and on about himself/herself/itself3) those that will start scandals and make people's tongues wag!its like if i suddenly post one entry about how i think a particular girl in sch looks cute/hot/pretty/sweet/chio/charming or whatever, people will start tagging on my tagboard asking me who the person is and try to help me out! then people will start conversations in sch with this topic too! oh wells! anyway i think it was that headsmashing incident ytd! i was quite stumped for the first part of chem test when i got the qns paper la! i mean the qns were like one page long, the answers will naturally be longer right! and stoichio was a tad hard but then again the qns were elegant and it actually required us to think! =)) i like those qns la! even if i dun score well, at least i went through that thinking process! shant think so much le! and and i rlly thought lecture tests really test a person's honesty and integrity! i mean even if they made the whole chem department line the aisle of the lecture theatre, u still can cheat if u really want to cos everyone's just packed so close together! but then again these tests are not counted so why in the world do u cheat? aye i just really think its just to test us on our understanding and our knowledge, and probably give us a reflection of where we still dont understand or the areas we mastered laa! and piggy was telling me how dhs people dont cheat, i cant really be sure for the entire population, but then again i was quite impressed during test today la! everyone was just frantically writing away and towards the end although sue knew she couldnt finish she just kept doing on her own and didnt turn to look! piggy didnt look too! i mean like most people when they are frantic will just do anything just to "survive" and i really jing pei them for being so honest laa! although i would like to believe that most people didnt cheat anyway too, i cant be sure cos i didnt see anyway! aye i just really hope being in jc will bring everyone (including those who cheated) to their senses la! like my mummy said, in the end u dont cheat anyone but urself!didnt do too well for my econs test! although i knew the concepts v well i must say, i had all the marks deducted cos i wasnt precise with my wording for the definitions and hence i just died la! oh wells, im not upset, just that i think i could have spent a bit more time remembering the details more! oh wells no point crying after spilt milk i guess! work harder next time lorh! =))pw looks stressful! and i really hope my group will turn out well! =)) hope we'll all survive la! and i needa thank piggy for the file! =)) YAYY!i need to be more organised now before smth majorly messes up! really! i shall use my vdae present thenn! =)) oh ya, i did see someone as described in the earlier paragraph today =)) whee! nights!
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Monday, March 20, 2006
first day of school!
[11:07 PM]
i was actually looking forward to the first day of sch! =)) i have no idea why too! guess i just like talking to people and turtle and meeting up and seeing friends once again laa! although i know term 2 will be a bit crazy but oh wells! everyone will have to go through it anyway so why not just be positive and hv fun while we slog crazily too!anyway in the morning we had our first training session! but sadly they didnt switch on the stadium lights as promised laa! doesnt matter! we still could throw cos it wasnt too darkk! =)) its kind of nice watching the sunrise slowly while u throw! the only bad thing bout throwing in the morning is cos of the dew! xD. and u just have to keep cleaning and wiping ur discus but ur hands still end up muddy anyway =(( but mud's good for ur skin i think! or else women wont bother slapping black volcanic mud on their faces! HAHA! see ive got nice smooth hands! xD. so crappy! anyway we got to skip morning assembly and we had the WHOLE toilet to ourselves! and it was nice laa! =)) oh and i wore my new uniform for the first time today laa! xD no one said anything and i think its more comfy cos its bigger! and less restrictive! i thought it was a bit thick though! but its okay laa! it will get thinner with more washes! =)) hope it doesnt become translucent though! or it'll be badd laa! hahha obviously i wont look much different laa! its just a size change and nothing else! oh and i thought preston looked really out today for some reason! dun ask me why but i think he looks better in dhs uniform!day was quite normal la! started on differentiation for maths! hai this will be the time where everyone will start dyingg! i think differentiation and integration's very trickyy! really hahaa. chem was normal i guess! asked qns and clarified some stuff! =D quite glad laa! i realised i ask a lot of qns most of the timee! especially WHY qns which are harder to answer! mwahaha! im evil! but its nice knowing tht i understand smth finally sometimes! =))had a new econs tutor today with really long hair! i thought she looked urmm questionable and sue/sherine had to ask me whether she was pretty and i really did knock my head against the wall! it was painful and i think im stupider now alreadyy =(( hahaha cz said he didnt like her attitude! but oh wells i still can tolerate=)) maths tut was oh wells stoned! got back test, made one careless mistake but oh wells! its a learning process! =)) mr teo left early so we were trying to complete the tutoriall! and i must say the qns are pretty hardd (i mean like duh, they are not named challenging for no reason!) stayed back and mugged a little while waiting for turtle who was rlly rlly upset laa! =(( so glad turtle's feeling much better now! dont think so much and dont think so negatively k! =)) everything will be fine eventually la! i hope! =))thanks everyone who's still visiting! somehow there are still people visiting although i dun update that frequently! oh wells! =)) heres a big thank you! oh and i realised we will be getting our pw groups tmr! raaa!
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Friday, March 17, 2006
blogg!
[8:04 PM]
yayy! im finally blogging after such a long time laaa! dun have much time to come online in the first place and hence no entries! =)) there was training on wednesday and thursday and when i reached home i was too exhausted to do anything and so i conked out! xD. was doing work and revising most of this morning and hence i just managed to find time noww! =)) training was super good on wednesday cos i took a break on saturday and so when i went for trainning on wed i felt super refreshed laa and it was like the first time in a long time i can actually do pullups without having my biceps/triceps/lats/back aching cos of trainingg! wednesday training was throwingg! was the first one to start throwingg! jerry joined me after a while and he left early once again laa! i think its quite stressful to be a j2! somehow u hv to mug super hardd and u are unsure of what will come out laa! haix ill have to start working hard from noww! *mental reminder* oh ohh! anyway i think i threw a personal best on wednesdayy! i think its around 36 37 but im not sure laa! even if its 35 i would have been happy la! now it looks so much nicer when i throw my discus! yayy! anyway went to watch singapore gaga again with piggy and suee! =)) so fun! talked a lot on the way there and on the way home too and somehow it just felt super different watching it the second time! maybe its all those experiences and emotions that make me view the world differently now. and i was thinking a lot too laa! but then nevermind laa, shant post what i was thinking about here!did throwing on thursday again for a while and i threw till my right index finger was raw and started peeling laa! i didnt even realise laa =(( now i have to take care or else it will get worse on saturday! if it doesnt heal by then ill probably have to use leukoplast again laa! and it smell weird! hahaa. oh oh and i broke one discus on thursday! dunno why i was so happy about breaking it laa! but its the first time i see a broken discuss! ive seen lots of broken javs but today was the first time ive seen a broken discus laa! actually it was cracked real badly already and so when it landed it just broke laa! xD it so didnt break cos i was strong xP im not strong enough to do that and i dun think anyone is too! took a marker and got people to autograph on it and now i have it at home! =)) HAHA i told u i was crazy laa!was doing chem and realised that chem and maths can be equally fun when the application qns come in laa! and u feel super shuang when u can finally see the catch and solve the qns laa! =)) thats why i like maths olympiad! dunno laa people will probably think im crazy! but since we are made to study then just make it sound fun and it wouldnt be so much of a chore anymore! and i realise that there's really no such thing as someone whos not made to study! xX some people may be fast, some people may be slow, but ull eventually get it if u put in the effort and ask everytime u dun understand smth! admit u dunno how to do it and just ask! it makes learning so much more funn! yaaa and lil piggy please remember that and u wont fail chem xDokie back to more mugging thenn! im getting more used to this kind of life alreadyy! =))
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