yanheng

i guess..

2006-04-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

i'm just not good enough. i probably deserve this. =(( gah

update!

2006-04-16T09:16:00.000+08:00

hehh! finee i havent been blogging for a really really long time! xD. i really didnt have time to come online cos my sibs are using the com a lot lately so i guess its more impt for them to fnish work than me blogging right! =)) HEH. anyway first things first! i have no idea who will want to come spam my tagboardd! its like the first time my tagboard's spammed! but then again since spammers are no life, shouldnt they like examine, scrutinise and analyse our (me paul and cz's) way of speaking (typing for that matter) before they choose to spam? =)) i mean if u want to do a more convincing job then put in more effort laa! =)) ohh and im almost never online at 12 so tag earlier if u want to tag as me!

okay fine, that sounded a bit crazyy! but doesnt matter im happy laa! i shall just blog the more impt things that happened in my life since so many things happened since i last updated laa! =)) nat junior for discus was last saturday and i was quite nervous, didnt know what to expect cos this is just the second competition ive taken part in, the first being nationals last year la! =)) there were 19 participants and most of them were older than me (18 and 19 yrs old) since the category's u-20! and there were army guys taking part laa! xD. i didnt expect to do really well, maybe just do my pb or smth! first throw's release wasnt right, then it was do or die for the second throw cos we only had two throws to qualify laa! xD. so i just breathed, didnt think to much and just whacked my all! and the discus flew so nicely laa! tyco me! =)) 32.4m or smth! and it was enough to qualify as 7th! didnt do better for the 3rd and 4th throw cos i wasnt used to the orientation of the cage but i guess everyone was the same laa! =)) was just super lucky laa! i dun think ill be so lucky any moree!

aftr that went for a really nice lunch which i shant elaborate bout! =X. hehh and then had to go back to school to wait for ora to end so we can put up our "shameless" advertisment on the floor laa! xD. we thought it would be uber shameless but then again after seeing other group's advertisements we were all equally shameless laa! so that brought the level of shamelessness down to a much lower level xD. or so i think laa! hehh we did the thing from 4 plus to around 10 la! but at least it was fun talking and nonsensing with everyone from my campaign group laa! ohh btww!

Vote for Chay Ling, Denise, Pearlene and Yanheng! =))

and sunday night went to denise's house to stayover and finish everything else for campaigning before we went to school to put up the tags and posters and rehearse for our speech! =)) we did some wordless speech which i thought was quite cool laa! fine if u dun really think so laa! but doesnt matter, at least we got the msg across! =)) hahaha tuesday was the speech, did okay! did up our noticeboard to! version 1 which was torned down and the balloons stolen laa! did version 2 on wed and we did our canteen speech laa! dunno if there was any effect but hope it went well laa! =)) okie fine! enough for campaigning! monday's voting and tuesday's the results! jiayou everyone! =))

training on thursday was with my ri coach! he'll be our coach soon laa! =)) so we have a throw's coach for the whole training session at least! =)) hehh and i like the way he spots all the little errors that u make and make sure u correct them so u can throw better! =)) and he improved my shotput distance a huge lot in like 30 mins! woahh! im kinda looking forward to training with him but i really have to replan my whole schedule again after results for elections come out laa! thats if if i get in la! =))

good friday rocks like never before and i think its the best day of my life and i shant elaborate no more! =)) shot put later! i hope ill be calm! haha ya right laa! xD bye bye!

what a week! =)

2006-04-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

hehh!i knew this week will be better than last and i was right! =)) hahahaha although it was simply just a mad rush laa! xD. oh first things first, cz, i cannot help u post smth up cos im not there too! i had an expired invitation and the promised invitation hasnt come yet! xD. sorry i cant help u out laa! its already 11 plus already and im quite tiredd! =))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUE AND SIMIN! if u all read this that is =))

this week was just a blur cos i ended past 8 everyday! xD. shall talk a bit about impt events then! on wednesday i had to listen to a talk for gsc! it was supposed to be about chi literary stuff by cai shen jiang la, but it turned out to be a bit of a disappointment cos he didnt prepare a script for one and he needed to rush off for another thing after that! it gave me that impression that he didnt really bother putting in the effort to give this talk laa! maybe its just me and that hes actually got everything memorised already! but whats the chances of that when what he says isnt exactly coherent and he keeps looking at his phone! xD. oh wells! everyone was dozing off laa! and i had to skip piano recital for this la! dunno whether it was worth it! =((

sleeppyy! shall continue tmr! =))

i told u i will blogg! well,eventually! =))

2006-03-26T13:54:00.000+08:00

hehh! i realised the last time i blog was on tuesday which was like 5 days ago and it was indeed a really really long time! cos 5 days is more that enough time for people to get together *cough* okay fine ive been hearing a lot of gossips but i shall shut up la, cos it wont be appreciated if i write them here anyway! so ya! =)) it shall be part of my prized collection thats all! =D.

u all have to understand that i really really dont have time to blog cept for like the weekends, mondays and tuesday (perhaps). monday my day ends early so i can finished work when i reach home and still have time to blog la! xD. but then again if i have nothing to blog about then too bad laa! i dun even know so many people actually read my blog and actually wait for me to put up entries la! tuesday i have training till late so when i reach home i might be super tired already! might drag myself to blog cos lots of things happen on tuesday laa! =)) wednesday is training again and i will conk out like absolutely when i reach home so i will just look through my inbox to see if anyone sent me anything important lorhh! thursday's my longest day laa! i have lessons all the way till FIVE can! like omg laa! how can people concentrate at that time! no wonder ppl in my gsc class always sleep! friday's cca till late so too bad, might blog when i feel like it but if i dun feel like it then too bad lorhh! HEH i sound super self-important but dont worry laa! ill still blog for ur sake! =))

somehow this reminds me of that funny navy (i think) advertisement about your life laa! somehow i think too many things happen in my life at one short and it will be hard to film it into a movie laa! unless u have that screen for scv (whats it called) where u can watch like 60 channels or smth in one go! =)) but i like my life laa! its exciting and fulfilling although it might be a bit tiring and taxingg! which means i have to SLEEP more! =))

friday morning training was good cos i threw really nice discus! like 4 times in a row! heh sorry laa, i just felt like blogging!

oh thursday was fun too cos i found out that my hp's plan is upgraded so i hv 1000 smses noww! =)) yayy to more marathons! =)) and now i can talk without being xin tong cos of my bill! =))

lets see what else i did this week! hmmm

- initialled on lwin's cap so she will get super lot of good luck!
- thought cassy the man was so super pro when she runs! and she got into the dunno-what team laa! how pro! =))
- found out that he and she are together on sat!
- found out that he and she are together cos of the earrings!
- found out tha people like being unofficially together! xD
- went out on friday for buffet dinner cos it was my mum's bdae!
- went bowling aftr that and i was so tyco can! =))
- really want to go bowling and pooling one daY! someone tell me u are free!
- went for chloe's bdae on sat!
- found out how some of my unexplained msn contacts look like!
- went for imo training on sat morning!
-went for piano on sun morning!

ahh i shall go do work then! =)) ill update more regularly la! =)) ill try! and ill update my links! =))

i told u i will blogg! well, eventually =))

2006-03-26T13:53:00.000+08:00

why do we need a titlee!

2006-03-21T23:28:00.001+08:00

im always stumped when we have to think of a title for all our blog entries laa! xD so weirdd! and we dont even have the option to leave it blank lorh! oh wells! i realised to make my blog much easier to read i should just blog in short paragraphs and not rant on and on abt smth la! =)) and i realised that the most entertaining blogs are those which

1) talk complete rubbish
2) the blogger just go on and on about himself/herself/itself
3) those that will start scandals and make people's tongues wag!

its like if i suddenly post one entry about how i think a particular girl in sch looks cute/hot/pretty/sweet/chio/charming or whatever, people will start tagging on my tagboard asking me who the person is and try to help me out! then people will start conversations in sch with this topic too! oh wells!

anyway i think it was that headsmashing incident ytd! i was quite stumped for the first part of chem test when i got the qns paper la! i mean the qns were like one page long, the answers will naturally be longer right! and stoichio was a tad hard but then again the qns were elegant and it actually required us to think! =)) i like those qns la! even if i dun score well, at least i went through that thinking process! shant think so much le!

and and i rlly thought lecture tests really test a person's honesty and integrity! i mean even if they made the whole chem department line the aisle of the lecture theatre, u still can cheat if u really want to cos everyone's just packed so close together! but then again these tests are not counted so why in the world do u cheat? aye i just really think its just to test us on our understanding and our knowledge, and probably give us a reflection of where we still dont understand or the areas we mastered laa! and piggy was telling me how dhs people dont cheat, i cant really be sure for the entire population, but then again i was quite impressed during test today la!

everyone was just frantically writing away and towards the end although sue knew she couldnt finish she just kept doing on her own and didnt turn to look! piggy didnt look too! i mean like most people when they are frantic will just do anything just to "survive" and i really jing pei them for being so honest laa! although i would like to believe that most people didnt cheat anyway too, i cant be sure cos i didnt see anyway! aye i just really hope being in jc will bring everyone (including those who cheated) to their senses la! like my mummy said, in the end u dont cheat anyone but urself!

didnt do too well for my econs test! although i knew the concepts v well i must say, i had all the marks deducted cos i wasnt precise with my wording for the definitions and hence i just died la! oh wells, im not upset, just that i think i could have spent a bit more time remembering the details more! oh wells no point crying after spilt milk i guess! work harder next time lorh! =))

pw looks stressful! and i really hope my group will turn out well! =)) hope we'll all survive la! and i needa thank piggy for the file! =)) YAYY!

i need to be more organised now before smth majorly messes up! really! i shall use my vdae present thenn! =)) oh ya, i did see someone as described in the earlier paragraph today =)) whee! nights!

first day of school!

2006-03-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

i was actually looking forward to the first day of sch! =)) i have no idea why too! guess i just like talking to people and turtle and meeting up and seeing friends once again laa! although i know term 2 will be a bit crazy but oh wells! everyone will have to go through it anyway so why not just be positive and hv fun while we slog crazily too!

anyway in the morning we had our first training session! but sadly they didnt switch on the stadium lights as promised laa! doesnt matter! we still could throw cos it wasnt too darkk! =)) its kind of nice watching the sunrise slowly while u throw! the only bad thing bout throwing in the morning is cos of the dew! xD. and u just have to keep cleaning and wiping ur discus but ur hands still end up muddy anyway =(( but mud's good for ur skin i think! or else women wont bother slapping black volcanic mud on their faces! HAHA! see ive got nice smooth hands! xD. so crappy! anyway we got to skip morning assembly and we had the WHOLE toilet to ourselves! and it was nice laa! =))

oh and i wore my new uniform for the first time today laa! xD no one said anything and i think its more comfy cos its bigger! and less restrictive! i thought it was a bit thick though! but its okay laa! it will get thinner with more washes! =)) hope it doesnt become translucent though! or it'll be badd laa! hahha obviously i wont look much different laa! its just a size change and nothing else! oh and i thought preston looked really out today for some reason! dun ask me why but i think he looks better in dhs uniform!

day was quite normal la! started on differentiation for maths! hai this will be the time where everyone will start dyingg! i think differentiation and integration's very trickyy! really hahaa. chem was normal i guess! asked qns and clarified some stuff! =D quite glad laa! i realised i ask a lot of qns most of the timee! especially WHY qns which are harder to answer! mwahaha! im evil! but its nice knowing tht i understand smth finally sometimes! =))

had a new econs tutor today with really long hair! i thought she looked urmm questionable and sue/sherine had to ask me whether she was pretty and i really did knock my head against the wall! it was painful and i think im stupider now alreadyy =(( hahaha cz said he didnt like her attitude! but oh wells i still can tolerate=)) maths tut was oh wells stoned! got back test, made one careless mistake but oh wells! its a learning process! =)) mr teo left early so we were trying to complete the tutoriall! and i must say the qns are pretty hardd (i mean like duh, they are not named challenging for no reason!)

stayed back and mugged a little while waiting for turtle who was rlly rlly upset laa! =(( so glad turtle's feeling much better now! dont think so much and dont think so negatively k! =)) everything will be fine eventually la! i hope! =))

thanks everyone who's still visiting! somehow there are still people visiting although i dun update that frequently! oh wells! =)) heres a big thank you! oh and i realised we will be getting our pw groups tmr! raaa!

blogg!

2006-03-17T20:04:00.000+08:00

yayy! im finally blogging after such a long time laaa! dun have much time to come online in the first place and hence no entries! =)) there was training on wednesday and thursday and when i reached home i was too exhausted to do anything and so i conked out! xD. was doing work and revising most of this morning and hence i just managed to find time noww! =))

training was super good on wednesday cos i took a break on saturday and so when i went for trainning on wed i felt super refreshed laa and it was like the first time in a long time i can actually do pullups without having my biceps/triceps/lats/back aching cos of trainingg! wednesday training was throwingg! was the first one to start throwingg! jerry joined me after a while and he left early once again laa! i think its quite stressful to be a j2! somehow u hv to mug super hardd and u are unsure of what will come out laa! haix ill have to start working hard from noww! *mental reminder* oh ohh! anyway i think i threw a personal best on wednesdayy! i think its around 36 37 but im not sure laa! even if its 35 i would have been happy la! now it looks so much nicer when i throw my discus! yayy! anyway went to watch singapore gaga again with piggy and suee! =)) so fun! talked a lot on the way there and on the way home too and somehow it just felt super different watching it the second time! maybe its all those experiences and emotions that make me view the world differently now. and i was thinking a lot too laa! but then nevermind laa, shant post what i was thinking about here!

did throwing on thursday again for a while and i threw till my right index finger was raw and started peeling laa! i didnt even realise laa =(( now i have to take care or else it will get worse on saturday! if it doesnt heal by then ill probably have to use leukoplast again laa! and it smell weird! hahaa. oh oh and i broke one discus on thursday! dunno why i was so happy about breaking it laa! but its the first time i see a broken discuss! ive seen lots of broken javs but today was the first time ive seen a broken discus laa! actually it was cracked real badly already and so when it landed it just broke laa! xD it so didnt break cos i was strong xP im not strong enough to do that and i dun think anyone is too! took a marker and got people to autograph on it and now i have it at home! =)) HAHA i told u i was crazy laa!

was doing chem and realised that chem and maths can be equally fun when the application qns come in laa! and u feel super shuang when u can finally see the catch and solve the qns laa! =)) thats why i like maths olympiad! dunno laa people will probably think im crazy! but since we are made to study then just make it sound fun and it wouldnt be so much of a chore anymore! and i realise that there's really no such thing as someone whos not made to study! xX some people may be fast, some people may be slow, but ull eventually get it if u put in the effort and ask everytime u dun understand smth! admit u dunno how to do it and just ask! it makes learning so much more funn! yaaa and lil piggy please remember that and u wont fail chem xD

okie back to more mugging thenn! im getting more used to this kind of life alreadyy! =))

randomness!

2006-03-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

the 48hrs marathon has turned into a 72 hrs one! xD not that i really mind if i dun hv a limit but the problem is i do! and i will be so deadd laa! =)) and i hope u wont die as badly laa! RAAA

refer to the previous post! ive been working out and stressing out over that so please please please support! if u cant go please pass the msg on! =)) im sure u can make a difference! =D

im tired and i shall go sleep! HAHA sorry all! =))

advertisement! =))

2006-03-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

Hi all,

I am sending this email to advertise a CIP trip to Ulan Bator, Inner Mongolia. The basic details are as follows:

Duration: 19th to 26th June 2006
Cost: $1950 (subject to changes)

We will be helping out at orphanages in Ulan Bator. If you do a little background research, you will know that Mongolia is not a tourist destination and most of the people live in poverty. As a result, children are often abandoned and they might end up in one of these orphanages if they are lucky enough to survive.

We will interact with these orphans by not only teaching them, but also playing with them. Since this is our CIP trip, we will get to decide what we want to do exactly when the team is formed.

On top of that, this trip promises to be an educating one as we will be visiting the parliament house and senior government officials (maybe even the Prime Minister). Moreover, we will be staying in a ger, a traditional nomadic tent common in Mongolia.

If you have a burning passion to do CIP with a difference, and are interested, always feel free to contact me at 98433433 for more information! It will be appreciated if you can kindly please spread this message around!

PS We will be forming a team of 18 and 7 of the places are already filled so get back to me as soon as possible (preferably before Friday 17th Mar as we will be having our first meeting then!)

Thanks!
Yanheng

holidays! =D

2006-03-12T18:53:00.000+08:00

its just how amazing time flies! its already been 10 weeks since school has started, 9 weeks since orientation ended! and its just a blur how these 10 weeks had passed la! xD chi new year's over, vdae is over, my bdae is over and now its the hols! come to think about it, its like one eighth of the jc life over! i wont be surprised if a levels is nearing soon la! haix which means i have to mugg darn hardd! okay ill try to update as much as i can remember then! =))

tuesday was o2 second day and basically it was a day for cip! was quite apprehensive abt it at first cos it's my first time being a leader in rj, and its the first time leading my "peers" xD. perhaps i dont really make a good peer leader cos im too fun-loving and jokey la! xP. shall see what i can do about it then! =)) went to school early as usual and we were supposed to meet at 7 in lt2. went there with zy and realised there was a crowd of people outside lt2! apparently the lt wasnt opened so we were just standing around outside, waiting for a good 10 mins before we could go in! ahh reminds me of the times when even the nittiest and smallest things can go wrong! oh wells!

in lt2, the aircon wasnt on, so it was hot and stuffy and people started sweating immediately! so i was trying to keep my cool and not start sweating like i usually do and i did quite well la! =)) got our ogl shirt and i must say although it was uniquely different form the rest of the z'kardia shirt, it looked as if it was rushed out last min laa! oh wells! but then again if i had wanted a better shirt or thought i can do a better shirt i shld just stop complaining and submit designs next time! (which i am not exactly capable of laa!) hahaha! got more info, more worksheets and forms for the og to fill in before we were given final debrief by the area ics!

hmm our area ic looked a bit confused! and i think he's a bit confused too! apparently during the dry run he didnt reply when we called him and i think he daoed all msgs too! xD. took a well 15 or 20 mins to reply to a missed call! aiyoeh, if we really had an emergency i think the poor soul would have bled to death or smth while we wait for a decision to be made lorh! =(( reminded repeatedly bout the various safety issues yada, and we were reassigned a new unit! at first we were supposed to go to 3 units out of a maximum 5 and now since the occupants of the newly assigned units wont be home, we had to go to 2 units! oh wells! sat there and just listened too everything la! we missed assembly cos of this!

after that was cv and it was peer nominations for council! sat beside yanfenn and new classmate siqi! oo apparently she's from ny but she just wears the st nicks uniform all the while la, so everyone thought she was from st nicks, quite funny laa! and she was like msging right in front of pervee on top of the table laa! i think she has much to learn from the queen of stealth dear yanfen xD. just watch her msg in class! quite pro de! =)) i have no idea why there were 9 forms in front of me when we were supposed to just have 6! nominated all those who told me to nominate them and had a few extra! yanfenn told me to nominate her and i didnt know she was like events ic for track and house capt laa! how pro's thatt! smths u really tell what lurks beneath maann!

changed and went for o2! oo! was super busy running around to get everything settled cos the information being passed around was fuzzy and somehow there were many versions of them! we were supposed to help move the boxe out of the rooms first thing after cv but when i went there with zy, the boxes were already all moved out already! so we moved to the hall, got our ogs to be organised and stuff laa! oohh i forgot to mentioned that our new shirts made us smell like a subway sandwhich laa! the onion smell! not that i mind onions! i just think the strong smell of onions on ur shirt is just wrong! and although i sprayed angela's deodorant on my shirt, the smell of onions was still super strong! =S. raaaa! left sch at around 1130 and left for queenstown!

the family we went to is under the scheme cos the children go to their welfare centre for tuition, thats all! they look quite well to do although the flat was a little small! dad works in hp leh! hmm okay i shant stereotype heree! the flat was neat and it was in no way dilapidated or filthy la, the only flaw seemed to be a bit of peeling paint here and there but its an old house, u cant expect better basically! =)) we (dlim, sam, me, ms, xy) played with the baby cos the mum was bringing her son to school! waaa its just amazing how she trusts us with her house and her baby laa! =)) but thankfully we didnt let her down! talked for quite a bit and found out some disturbing stuff laa! apparently there are a bunch of teenagers who stay down the corridor and they didnt look much older than me, but they have like children who are 2 or 3 yrs old! that means i think the mum was underage when she gave birth laa! i dunno how that's possible! but the family we went to was just complaining about the behaviour of these group of teenagers! ( i think there were two couples) they made a lot of noise and the "useless police officers" couldnt even do a thing to help! quite sadd laa!

went back to school and realised that there were a lot of people who werent there laa! some left on the way back, some probably didnt even come today la! and the group of people there were all super lethargic laa! i was quite tired too! ended up talking to yanfenn and and pro musician cos we were all boredd! xD. debrief was painfully slow laa! and i had to go for training after thatt! there were soo many people who went for training and i was quite surprised that rj track and field had that many people laa! =)) collected my shoeback from trixia cos jialin and i dumped our bags with her before we left for cip! xD hehh thanks trix! training was super tiring cos i was tired in the first place already! went home, and just conked out totally! muscle was super tight and so i told ms chai that i will be slacking for wed and sat training! i think i probably need a break laa! and she said its okayy cos ive probably been working too hardd laa! =((

nothing much happened on wed! realised that the new mg girl in our class was actl cheng wei laa! knew her since my ny swimming days and she didnt changed much in terms of looks but then she has a slangg noww! xD! she'll loose it soon if she talks to ppl like us long enough laa! =)) ruolin's the last new addition in our class! and with 3 girls coming in and 2 guys going out, the gender balance in our class is now wayy outt! 9 guys to 16 girls! thats almost double laa! but i guess it doesnt really matter when u are all classmates! =))

didnt get to update on wed and thurs cos there was training on wed and i just pretty much fell asleep when i went home laa! pro musician went to sleep even before i went home lorhh! xD ahhh im jealouss laaa! xD. j2s all had gp and so they didnt go for cca! i was changing when it was their toilet break (between the papers). they had just finished their compo paper and it was before their compree and there were so many guys swearing in the toilet it was quite scary laa! overheard people saying they screwed their paragraphing, their conclusions and other stuff! oh wells i hope my gp wont die badly laa! judging by the two diagnostic papers, ill get a grand total of 47.5 which is obviously a failing grade! okie then i start off as a failure, not lets see how far i can go then! =)) ill work hardd for sure la!

friday was release of council self and peer nomination results! xD hehh so many people were nominated laa! slightly less that 400 and there were 11 ppl from our class who got it! xD so sadd yanfeen didnt get in laaa! why no one nominate herr! =(( and there was supposed to be a meeting at 5 and so i thought i would be late for maths! but it dragged so long that maths ended already when we were done so i didnt even go for maths! decided to run for council laa! dunno whether i can make it this time but nvm la, it always worth a tryy! =)) hope i can get through and hope my friends support mee!

went for dinner with pro musician later cos her piano lessons were cancelledd! =)) hahaha youu were soo happy about it cann! but then again i dun really like piano lessons, just like to play pieces and practicee! =)) but oh wells its a necessary evil if u want to improvee! good luck for ur dip anyway too k! went to suntec to eat and the place was so super crowdedd laaa! i dun like crowded placess! ended up eating at cj and went home after thatt! =)) funn lorhh! and its v fun talking to u cos we can just talk bout everythingg! and 48hrs marathonn! =)) its still ongoingg! yaaayy!

sat track training was changed to morning and so i told ms chai that i will take a break from one training! its the first training i actually "ponned" this year laa! nothing to be really proud about but i think i needed the break or else my body will just simply fall apart! was supposed to go for family lunch in the afternoon but it got cancelled last min so i just had to go for maths in the morning! did infinite descent and ascent too! quite hard and my brain was simply not working really well laa! xD. i so like geometry much more than algebra! =S. and i dun think i shall go for APMO on tuesday laa! im just not up to standard i guess! =((

went for lunch with my seniors after that and realised that nus was hving open hse that dayy! so decided to get some brochures and freebies before going to lunch laa! and it was quite a badd idea cos i was wearing rj pe and so most of the people at the booths were like super enthusiastic about pushing their courses to me when im just j1 laa! hvnt really made up my mind on what to studyy! quite like material engineering but applied maths sounds funn too! dad wants me to do business, finance and/or accounting laa! i still hvnt decided yett! maybe i shld start thinking about it laa! =)) and i think nus open house was quite poorly organised laa! they shld just put all the things into one place so ppl wont really hv to travel around! xD i had to walk a lot just to get info for youu only to realise that there isnt much info in the first place laa! only 6 brochures (i realised it wasnt 4) and no one to talk to even laa! xD saddd. went home after that and just stoned around and msged!=))

went for piano this morning and i got more scores to play noww! wheee! did smth quite drastic in the afternoon and it was a mess of emotions but then again its better that i do it now, so i wont be under the shadow of it for even longer! xD. and just want to thank youu for giving support no matter what laa! i think ure prob the only one who understands this noww! wheee long postt! =)

o2!=))

2006-03-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

hehH! i rlly had a lot of fun today during o2 although the programme was just a bit sian laa! =)) was playing hand games, uno and lots of weird things while listening to the performances! xD. and i was rubbishing quite a lot as usual la! its a good feeling to hv fun with people like yang2, dlim, shifu, lwin, elijah, kenny, shawn, danny, vivek, lijiu, jean, charmaine, pearlene, sam, ms! laughed a lot and i dunno la, i just like the time during orientation when there wasnt the work to care about and we were crashing each other's lectures! xD. aye huang lu was being weird doing his work throughout orientation la, so antisocial! xD. i think we didnt do anything in the morning at all, just sat around and talked and played, afternoon we played captain's ball and we lost to pay's og laa! xD heh but we had fun, then it was frisbee! was running round darn a lot! beat samuel small boy's and kelly's og! xD but both ogs lost super badly to wenhao's and senthil and lincoln's og la! but had fun in the end although i got a badd kick during the game and had to ice!

was abt to go home when it rained like darn heavily laa! so irritating can! xD so ended up talking to youu just bout random stuff and waiting the rain out! xD waited for so long that we gave up and decided to take bus la! =)) ayee u know i finally told someone about that thing and it sorta feels a bit better, it wont make much difference, but at least its a difference made la! =)) thanks for listening and walking around k! dunno how to thank you better la! this whole para is dedicated to youu then!

sleeping early tonight cos i need to be clear and sure tmr! =) dun want things to mess up! just want everyone to hv a good experience! andd there's still training tmr after o2 so hopefully i wont be destroyed laa! =)) wheee! happy happy! =)

oh btw, im running for council so please please nominate me during peer nomination tmr k! =)) full name's chen yanheng and my class is 07s07b! =)) yupp ill be grateful if you did nominate me laa! just tell me so i can thank you! xD heres thanking all in advance! =))

combo post! =))

2006-03-05T15:08:00.000+08:00

hehh! sorry all i hvnt been updating cos i was super tired and busy these few days! and not because i hv been mugging for maths or econs or smth! xD. okay fine i shall start with thursday night! thursday night i was planning to mug a bit for maths and go to sleep but that didnt happened! xD. i did graphing techniques and functions and was wondering whether surds and indices were tested! studied surds and indices for quite a while since i see no harm in revising it even though it might not be tested! =P. darling pal called and told me that it wasnt tested cos her friend told her it didnt! ahh but at least i didnt feel that i studied for nothing! =)) its still knowledged gained la, and talked a bit cos friday was release of posting results and everyone was quite nervous. got an incoming call then but didnt listen laa! xD whoops sorry! went online and realised that my little trump card was so super nervous and talked a bit laa! i hoped she felt better then laa! =)) and i realised that the incoming call earlier on was from little sweetie pie laa! needed help with her maths, so helped her a bit online and drew lots of graphs, and ended up calling her cos it was darn tedious explaining online laa! =)) and marie was screaming after that cos she couldnt sleep too! ahh! why was everyone so nervous bout posting! but then again if i were in the jae thingy i would have died waiting for my results too la! unless im like a confident 6 pointer or smth, which i absolutely will not be laa! xD. ended up sleeping super late and when i went to sch the next day i was already super sleepyy! hahaha!

econs lecture was just okay, was just drawing all the graphs in and filling in all the little notes la! yj was trying to be funny and i think lecturer was a bit pissed off la! and then terence was caught talking to some girl or smth laa! everyone was bored during lecture laa and when some teacher and terence go head on its always umm not very pleasant laa! =(( ohh and we got to change family during gp laa! and my mummy and my sister didnt want me no more laa! but doesnt matter. i like my group now too! =)) hehh chem was a bit crazy cos it was 2 hrs of tutorial, went through the lab worksheet and i was quite lucky to get full marks for it laa! tycoed quite a bit! and i learnt quite a lot laa! =)) somehow i like chem lessons cos i always discover weird and new things while i just sit there and think of the qns (or at some times pretend to think about the qns!) after that was maths test which was well, quite fun laa! xD i know i'll be whacked for saying its quite fun but doesnt matter la, i'm not really bothered whether i can do it, at least i tried my best and went through all the various methods to solve it! xD elections was after that and mark's the new ct rep! whooo! =)) funn and i went for lunch after that laa! =)) my darlin pal owes me quite a lot of lunches already i thinkk! RAAA! =)) doesnt matter, youu've got lots of time to make it up! =))

after that was bridge which i learned quite a lot! and bridge seems to be CZ's only pastime and hobby and addiction besides anime! we were playing with umm questionable cards laa! cos they had umm mature pictures of anime on them! but oh wells! im learning quite a lot during bridge nowadays! =)) after that was maths club and then i left early for green party! watched marie and sirui and kenny play dota la! =)) was quite amusing i must say! was supposed to go to the hall for the second part of the event but decided to leave early cos lwin's mum came to pick her upp and could give me a lift all the way homme! =)) yAy its darn nicee laa! thanks lwin and your mumm! i was entirely exhausted when i reached home so i slacked for once and just did nothing cept to msg and talk laa! =)) whoo somehow its darn addictive talking to youu! xD and i need more smss laa! cant stand itt! xD

saturday was dry run for orientation two and i had to go to school super early cos my sis needed to go to sch early too! so i was prepared to be super bored in sch when alisha msged me when i was still in the car! xD apparently she got the time like an hour early and so we had to kill time laa! =)) ended up learning the hindi vowels and certain phrases! like "i love you", "you are dumb" and "you are beautiful"! whooo and not forgetting "very" and "not" hahaha and hindi is cool cos u can say you are very very very very beautiful and add a not behind so it gives people lots of hope before bringing them down! =)) HAHA i told u i was evil! was briefed before going out for the external part at queenstown, apparently we are supposed to check out the conditions and make sure the families are there! one of our family had moved out and the other wasnt home, so we hv to visit only 3 families on that day! and queenstown didnt have one room flats in my memory laa and the flats we visited were like 3 room flats or smth! and the last house had a big tv, marbled floor and a fridge that dispenses ice and water xD. im sure they will need our measly food rations! =(( went for lunch and talked nonsense since we had quite a lot of time to spare.

did packing after that and it reminded me of open houses last time in ri where we had to pack all those goodie bags! this one was much more fun cos it was on a larger scale and it wasnt just stack and stacks of papers! xD. hahaha! went to watch soccer for a while before going off! =)) and thats when i got good news! and thats why ive been happy like all the while laa! =))

sunday was spent on the piano and doing a bit of work slowly! and blogging this noww! =)) hehh okay on to some randomness la!

hehh the rating thing was just to throw people off and quite a lot of people, okay i think all of the people were thrown off laa! =)) actl i saw someone with nice personality but oh wells! shant talk too much thenn! =X SHHH!

i should practice opening bids with cz soon la! but then its quite hard when cards are banned laa! i dunno whether we still can do anything of that sort laa! haix! and no laa cz i wasnt blaming u for not getting me the book! i was just reminding u to get me the book or smth like that some day! =))

decided to run for council too! and i shall self-nominate on monday la! it sound so egoistic and shameless to "self-nominate". but oh wells! thats the system!=)) and lots of people hv asked me whether i was running and so the answer is officially yes, and ill see how far i can go then! =D

hahah! sorry neeti teamindia is down now! actl i think england played super well although india didnt play too badly either! watched a bit of snippets just for fun since im "supporting" englanndd! hehh so come whack mee! xD

i think ill probably be buying uniforms on monday since my daddy didnt hv time todaY! he had to travel all arond the place! too bad for me! =(( and i dun even know whether i can wear the rj uniform on wed as a class! AHHH!

and i received no msg from the info relay system too! =(( maybe someone forgot about me! oh wells!

i dunno why im always hungry nowadays! but i shall control la! i dont want to be a fat lump! =))

i so want to see you in rj uni! =)) i bet u will look darn smart and mature and classy and proo! hehh!

end of randomness then! whee long post!

nervouss!

2006-03-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

"today someone didnt come to school and i really missed her! =(( was thinking of her all through maths lesson, was wondering whether she was okay during geog period and was distracted during pe man! but all i had with me was her maths ws and memories!=))"

yaa right laa! xD if he really said that i would hv died laughing already laa =)) and she'll be the happiest person on earth already lorhh! xD. and he couldnt possibly have her maths ws cos i think los passed to me and asked me to keep it!

oh oh oh and i really want everyone in my class to stay laa! like really. it would be weird without them around and i think i'll rlly miss them loads laa. and i must admit i didnt really cherish the times we had together until i really start getting nervous today when everyone's nervous bout whether they can stay laa. i know preston sherwin and sr will prob stay for sure cos they are the 6 pters but i want the others to stay too =(( AHH shant think too much le laa! and to youu: please please cheer up and dont be so nervous laa! =)) i told u i prayed for u and ill pray harder if that will make u feel better laa! =D.

maths test tmr but i guess its really not on my mind anymore laa. i think the postings will be so much more impt la. i mean ive studied but i dunno la. if anything tricky comes out ill probably be tricked quite badly la! oh wells!

i got my "cake" from my og today! =)) it wasnt really a cake but i guess its the thought that counts once again! (although it was like 3 days late) but hey, its better than nothing right! =)) and the plate was cute and at least i had a candle to blow out this time! =)) whee thanks syephurone!

anyway i was quite disturbed just now when i went downstairs to pick up the laundry la! okay, uve got to understand that my neighbours are all female students cos our unit is located on the female floor, so when i saw a topless guy when i stepped out of my house, it was quite disturbing, and he wasnt the hot bod type, he was just a blob of fat to be direct la. and that still wasnt the badd thing! the worse part was that he was wearing the rj pe shorts, and he was smoking laa. its just that, somehow those two things dont really seem to click! maybe its just me but oh wells! =((

whirll!

2006-03-01T21:52:00.000+08:00

hehH! sorry if anyone came to read and realised that i havent really updated! my lifes in some huge roller coaster ride, but then again it doesnt really consist of highs and lows, its just lows and the normals, hv really been quite disappointed and upset recently cos of many things! =(( but nevermind la! at least i hv my nicee friends to cheer me up, and really i mean nice friends who just talk to me when im just feeling super down in school. i know they know who they are so i shant mention them anymore laa! ive got work to do and stuff to settle now! haix haixx! ill update during the weekends k! i promisee =))

bdae! =))

2006-02-27T19:48:00.000+08:00

yay!! today was my bdae and thanks all who wished me a happy bdae! okay let me try listing down everyone! xD. not in any order, thanks to:

cz, paul, mark, zy, yj, los, wanchee, hui2, tania, angela, sue, shirong, annong, weilin, neeti, sherine, wanling, yanfen, cass, simin, shuting, anna, samantha, joella, manpreet, shalom, sabby, chloe, juen, jerry, kelly, sumae, daryl, jieliang, kenneth, guangyan, shawn, teddy, andrea, pearlene, yangyang, marie, lwin, huiling, yann yee, neeti's friend, sc girl (whee i better go find out ur name!)

wheee! and i liked my presents laa! =)) or at least i tried to show that i like them, got barbie from class, nice little thing from nong, msg from sue, bracelet from marie! xD. cake from jieliang and the class and lastly my mumm! =)) yayy thanks a lot for making today so special laa! and people who said they wanted to give me presents, thanks for the thought too! =))

ohh and i just want to thank little trump card, little sweetie pie, little sadd girl, little tsd girl, little h1french girl for whatever after school laa! xD. shhh that shall be a little secret! =)) yayy at least i got home really happy after all the sad moments today laa! thanks for all the rubbish and craps and laughs and fun!

like my mum saying that i wasted money cos i failed jlpt, all the insensitive stuff from someone, misunderstanding from parents ytd night! =)) and thanks little sweetie pie and little tsd girl for keeping me company and cheering me up ytd night when i was upset! xD. i guess i should stop being so upset laa! everyone is being upset noww! raaa! all of u cheer up!

and i want to say sorry to little sad girl for making her sad, i really didnt expect anything of tht sort to happened laa, i was also partially upset cos u were upset la, but its better now than later i guess! but i was still darn evil i guess! but thank goodness u were chatty and high as usual after that! =)) and hope ur brackets wont hurt too much!

and i want to say sorry to little sweetie pie for betraying ur trust laa! ahh no excuses, im in the wrong! and im feeling super guilty bout it laa! im sorry im sorry im sorry! xD. guess we are even, but dont worry u are more even than me! =)) whooo! let me be high for a while, might update later thenn! =)) the second storyy! =))

no post

2006-02-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

fine then, in light of the recent events, i guess i shouldnt post the second part of the story then. and just to clarify, the story i have posted was inspired by a somewhat true incident but i just made up the story myself, so please do not speculate and its not a rumour. thanks =(( gahh.

saturdayy!

2006-02-25T19:35:00.000+08:00

hehh! i woke up feeling really really tired today cos i was talking nonsense online ytd, writing some short story, and msging someone who wasnt going to sleep at all ytd night laa! SO, i was super tired when i woke up laa xD. i thought i would have completely died during maths cos u rlly hv to use ur brain, and it spells disaster if ur brain isnt working lehh! hehh thankfully zhu feng and gg were being super lame and rubbishy, they were first drawing signs all over the rough paper that said smth like no whacking (whacking means using brute force to solve maths qns when u cant think of an elegant solution) then somehow they started drawing traffic signs. zf asked me whether it was better if u see a sign tht says "road works ahead" or " road doesnt work ahead" xD. super duper lame but i thought it was funny thenn! stuff like "time flies like an arrow, fruit flies like a banana" really showed their lameness laa! ohh and and and there was this joke:

farmer A sells rice.
farmer B sells wheat.
what does farmer C sell?

hehh the correct answer is medicine! you all go figure laa xD. hehh maths training ended and i went to sch for track laa! didnt have a chance to eat lunch once again so i just grabbed a sandwhich in the canteen before going for training! hehh while sitting around i just realised that i have a big bruise on my hand around the region where they took blood from! =(( GAHH! so ugly cann! hehh sheesh i think i sound bimbotic here xD. anyway i threw about 120 to 140 times today! so tired and i just felt utterly destroyed right in the end =(( went for my bdae treat from my parents after that! it was quite nicee=)) and its was nice cos first the food was nice, it was affordable and its the thought that counts laa! =)) yayy! did i mentioned im looking forward to mondayy! xD hahaha!

whee i shall continue with the story later then! PS, its based on true facts, please do not believe anyone else okay! =))

one short statement and a short story

2006-02-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

there really is no point getting upset, thanks all who were there, who were upset with me, and made me smile in the end, i dunno how to thank u all enough! xD. okie next shall be a little exciting story that happened in a prestigious college in the bishan area=))

once there was this girl, X, and this guy, Y. both tended to be quiet and kept to themselves most of the time. X was an expressive little girl, whose emotions flowed freely on stage, you see, she was an actress, while Y had this ability to portray a million and one different characters, faces or personalities, any time any where! no one knew when it started, but there were speculations that it happened during that faithful lecture.

technically there wasnt anyone sitting next to them, yet the aisle in the LT just had to be there. whether it was a good thing or not is debatable, yet one truth remained, it gave them ample free space. X felt someone looking at her around halfway through the lecture, she turned to her left, but no one was looking at her. all she saw was Y, looking intently at his lecture notes, eyes filled with the passion to learn. X thought Y looked cute. Y thought someone was looking at him while he paused to stretch himself, you know how strenuous hunching over a small LT table can be. he turned to his left, only to see the ever bubbly X, smiling to herself as she understood yet another chemistry concept. Y thought X had a really innocent smile.

it was perhaps strange coincidence that X had this sudden urge to steal yet another glimpse of Y, the same time when Y just wanted to see her smile just once more. their innocent gazes met just so briefly, but it was long enough to let X feel the hot flush down her neck, and for Y to quickly look away shyly. the rest of the chemistry lecture simply blended into a soothing chorus of melodies, encasing both in their respective fantasyland. why hadnt they noticed each other earlier? well. its better late than never!

X decided to make the first move after the lecture, asking Y where he was heading. Y replied that he was going to the library, away from the distracting chatter of teenage talk in the canteen. X promised she'll join him after grabbing some mentos. one wouldnt know whether she genuinely needed the sweets, or if she simply wanted to freshen up her breath to make her first kiss more memorable.

X entered the library and looked around for Y's familiar face. its just so weird how he looked like any other guy just an hour or two ago. "he must be somewhere,i can almost feel him" X thought. X wondered why the library had to have so many levels, and it finally dawned upon her that the upper levels were meant for couples to snuggle up to each other without the librarians interfering, especially when its pouring so heavily outside. and Y was sitting at one of the tables all alone. was that an invitation on Y's part or simply cos the tables downstairs were already filled, no one really knew.

Y was doing his maths when X appeared beside him, or at least it seemed as if he was doing maths. X sat beside him, clutching her tsd script with damp palms, whatever the script was about ws already of no significance -- Y's sniffing was too hard for her to bear any longer. yes, Y was sick. although X had brought along her sweater with her into the library, she felt Y needed it much more than her. it would be okay without her sweater this time, cos Y would be feeling much warmer and comfortable in X's sweater, and that, will be more than enough to keep her toasty inside. the cold didnt matter as long as Y's there beside her.

Y was clearly distracted, and numbers were no longer used to plot those graphs anymore. it would be much more appropriate for him to count the number of tissues she offered. he breathed deeply into each one before blowing his nose, the scent of X so poignant that even with his blocked nose Y could still distinguish it. its just so unique and special Y wouldnt mind breathing air that smells just like this for the rest of his life. Y noticed X shivering, and placed his right arm over her. Y pulled X tight and he could feel how X seemed to fit so nicely into his arm. X was completely relaxed, and Y just wished he could stay like this with her forever.

*story to be continued if i desiree! xD* wheee!

whee! in between breaks!

2006-02-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

decided to update just a little cos i want to take a little break from work laa! did gp and some econs and then i realised that maths will be due like tmr or smth so i started chionging it! xD. ive finished 6 qns and i have two more to go! like 7 graphs or smth to sketch! raaaA! nevermind i shall finish the assignment once im done blogging! =))

hehh im feeling so so so much happier today laa! =)) maths was normal, went through the rest of tutorial and just listened in class! xD they had two green boards in class today so i didnt get a chance to look out of the window at the nice blue sky and the huge grassy patch! xD attempted to do maths assignment during geog but i gave up before i even finished qns one cos i really wasnt in the mood to do anything la! just ended up talking and eating and then it was pe!

whee learnt more new tactics for floorball and we played for half an hour more even after the bell rang! xD quite funn but im not complaining! i think i ran a lot once again but then u dont really feel it when u are playing sports like these! crapped with jieliang before going for lunch break! talked more nonsense, especially with the 557 people! xD so funn! chem lecture would have been ordinary if not for a certain scheming someone whom i was randomly crapping with through chem lecture! =)) and we did gp compre diagnostic test before i left for pi! xD

the pb is quite messed up imo! the backdrop looked quite out of place and a lot of the media they used seemed to be taken from everywhere (cept for the initial diving thing), the finale was over too quickly and it was painfully lame and we were trying hard not to end up laughing out loudd. mr lim said that everything was done by the prefects themselves so i guess it was still a good job laa! they poured sand all over the crest we did last year laa! xD so angryy! nahh kidding! talked to quite a lot of juniors and teachers and shuting and vivian! ahaha. went to j8 with yong to buy stuff before going home!

hehh thats all for my happy dayy! xD

second post!

2006-02-22T23:04:00.000+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Yanheng!

In the Spanish edition of Cluedo, yanheng is the victim.
Carnivorous animals will not eat another animal that has been hit by yanheng.
You should always open yanheng at least an hour before drinking him.
Yanheng can not regurgitate.
The opposite sides of yanheng always add up to seven!
Only 55 percent of Americans know that the sun is made of yanheng.
Yanhengolatry is the mindless worship of yanheng.
Yanheng can clean his ears with his tongue, which is over thirty-nine inches long!
Yanheng has four noses.
Yanheng is incapable of sleep!

why does it seem that people i dont like need me the most? xD

back to normal!

2006-02-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

well i hope! =)) hehh was quite upset for most of today but thankfully there are rubbishy people around to cheer me up laa! =)) thanks a lot all of you! from you who is so excited about maths lecture to you who is so excited about donating bloog to the yous so excited to go for dinner that didnt come about anyway! =)) ayee i shant dwell about anything in the past! so i shall post random nonsense! xD

wheee ive got a nice little trump card in a nice little blue pinafore in my hand! mwahahaha! xD shall decide whether to use it in an important event tht will change the cause of the history of our class =)) sheesh am i making sense! =))

cz has a nice little blog on my tagboard! =)) and i dont mean it maliciously laa! =) its a good thing cos u never know when someone will come up with something creative or funny or rubbishy! so theres no limit to anyone so dont worry! xD yay! thats one more good card too!

im getting this is like playing bluff, you think u are losing cos u have like three quarters the original deck but u turn the tables and win eventually, maybe that will happen la! =))

i was talking a lot of rubbish with the staff from red cross while waiting for livia to finish giving her blood laa! so slow but i learnt a lot! i wouldnt mind donating plasma since my vein is strong enough to take the needle for like 2 hrs or smth! =)) then i can donate more frequently! and be a good samaritan! hehh i bet u all didnt know blood will expire! xD i hope mine doesnt, they can always add preservatives!

ahh so rubbish! yayy at least im happy! =)

confusing!

2006-02-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

i really hv no idea about whats happening right now laa! =(( somehow im constantly accused of spreading rumours and constantly being threathened tht someday some rumours will be started bout me! xP. okay first i hv to say tht im not completely innocent bout spreading "rumours" or random nonsense but it was in a lighthearted fashion and its not meant to be treated seriously la! okay fine i shouldnt do it anyway cos its making other people feel victimised or smth but then again, there's been so many rumours started about me in sec sch and in jc, so i know when people meant it to be malicious, or whether its just a joke or smth. sometimes u just laugh along with them and it dies off aftr a while! sometimes these things really cannot be taken too seriously!

ya so i understand that some are not too happy about things and ive already toned down already, and i didnt spread rumours or anything for a really long time already. all that are said nowadays in school and when our class is together is already all that is already being spread around, i didnt add to anything, much less create anything (okay the only thing i created was bout nong and los but i trust everyone will treat that lightheartedly coss its just random rubbish once again). just cos things get to you much slower than it gets to other people doesnt mean that ive still been creating rumours cos first i didnt create them, and second i wasnt the one actively spreading them. i just shoot people dirty looks and they will protest their innocence, i didnt say a thing and neither did i spread anything! haix maybe the best thing is to shut up in school already la. anyway me talking wouldnt make anyone happy so why in the world talk la. maybe i should be like yj or smth!

tired to blog about what happened today laa! shall do that tmr!

nothingness!

2006-02-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

hehh! ytd was my chi birthday and my mum forgot about it so i didnt get to eat my egg in the morning! i ate it before dinner laa! =)) hehh went for piano in the morning and my piano teacher dropped my siblings and i at clementi so we decided to have lunch there! pretty affordable and the food wasnt too badd! xD went to jp and had my hair cut and i told the uncle just short will do and he got me laa. ive been getting my hair cut there since i dunno when, so he knows what i need in order to pass hair check! went home, did lots of work, rubbished a bit before sleeping! whee what a sunday! okay on to today!

monday just zipped by cos i was being super rubbishy! xD youu laa! now im just as rubbishy as you are but im not complaining! at least im super happy and high all the time now! =)) finished my work in the library after school and went homE! whee i want to chat on msn! so too bad for all u readerS! =)) hahaha! latterr mayybee!

owned but satisfied!

2006-02-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

hehh this morning i went to the old sph at genting lane for some chi public speaking competition, although competition would be less stiff in the jc category, the standard was much higher. each sch can send 2 students to take part and if u do the maths, u will realise that there are slightly below 20 jcs in singapore. so i thought there would be around 40 participants! but how wrong was i! xD

reached the place at 830 and called zhangrui to see if hes reaching soon! its like the moment i put down the phone his cab appeared xP. ayee what a waste of talk time mann! practiced a bit in the carpark behind the building (cos we didnt want to be like the other people who were talking with the walls ~~or practicing in the cubicles~~) went to register and realised that there were only 17 people taking part! we had to draw little chits to see the order in which we are going and zhangrui was lucky number one and i was 3 xD. the standard was super duper high and i must admit i was really impressed! =)) its good to go for one of these things once in a while to remind u of the high standards there are in the various fields! its really quite worthwhile and ive learnt quite a lot just by seeing how people present themselves or make their point clear with certain techniques!

zhangrui didnt get into the finals and i think he was quite disappointed laa! cos qualifying for finals mean an automatic 80 dollars cash prize at least! as for me, quite predictably i didnt qualify too! but there were people who qualified whom i thought wasnt that good. but judges are professionals and maybe they saw something in the contestants which i didnt see so there! im in no position to comment! xD. cabbed back to sch with zhangrui, loitered around a bit, saw bMs at the track, apparently there was some house thingy going on laa! and i finally decided to go to j8 to eat lunch and to read newspapers before training starts!

didnt get to throw much during training cos apparently the soccer team had a match against home united u16 (which means sec sch boys), which they lost 4-0 in the end i think! went to the side field after that and we didnt throw much either cos it was super hot! when ur sweat drips onto the floor it just evaporates instantly before your eyes! ya its THAT hot! xD. did gym after that, was supposed to do quite a lot of stuff but did much more in the end cos i wanted to tone up some other muscles too laa! or else ill be too far behind everyone else! parents fetched me home after that and i was doing all my work through the evening and night! =)) whee was reading a nice book about the vatican and i shall be sleeping soon! nites! =))

fridayy!

2006-02-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

woke up quite tired today cos i was staying up to do my gsc stuff and maths, and to do help someone do some stuff laa xD. waaa u better be super thankful laA! =)) hehh didnt go for morning run today cos i was still sniffing away in the morning and i had to meet my chi teacher to practice for the public speaking thingy! prepared for around 45 mins in the morning before flag raising! was looking forward to a normal day when they announced that we were gonna be scrutinised for our hair and attire! my hair would have failed in ri for sure but thankfully its a marginal pass according to mr chng! =)) i better go cut my hair already. poor yj got owned but i think he was really darn cool abt things! thts the wayy! =D. aye i just really hope everyone can be that cool xD

first period was econs and lecturer was hyperventilating i guess! xD. everyone was falling asleep copying notes. then was gp and chem lab. nothing really eventful happened until right at the end of chem lab when i saw him loitering outside our classroom, wanted to tell her but he was gone by the time she looked up. but then he reappeared and a series of events led to her hyperventilating! =)) went to photocopy stuff for pre-u scholarship and maths was after that! played bridge a bit after maths and went for bridge club then maths club before going home rubbishing with someonee! hahaha =D its funn and i likkeee! okie shall sleep early!

i dunno!

2006-02-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

haixx, i was blogsurfing before i decided to blog and really, i hv to admit i made quite a big mistake la =(( it was just one of the wrongest decision on my part (although it was a group thing, i was very responsible for it la) and i guess however i try to make up for it in the end, he was already pissed. guess what i really intended and hoped for, which was harmless fun, turned out to go way out of hand. now i really get u when u say u dunno how to apologise better! or will an apology make things worse? i dunno, i just really underestimated things and i dun want it to be worst, really!

valentines'

2006-02-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

heh! to tell the truth the only reasons why im looking forward to vday was to tell her about that little evil thing we did! and to see her reaction when she gets vday gift laa! xD i dunno why also but it nvr really occured to me that vday was a super big thing! i know most of the guys who knew me expected me to get like 10 million presents or smth today but heh the great news is tht i got only ONE big and nice vday present from neeti (cos she had to do it), 1 chocolate from lwin, 1 chocolate from sabrina who gave me hers from lwin, 1 hersey kiss from lijiu, 1 chocolate from chloe and 2 m&ms from shalom! =)) no flowers no balloons no nothing but im contented! im glad i know lots of people and friends and acquaintances out there laa! =)) i really do not need materialistic stuff to emphasise the relationships i have with people (no im not sour, neither am i attached!) although it would be nice if someone unexpected surprises me! =D hehh!

anyway decided to forego morning run this morning cos i had flu and i really wanted to spend time with my og, so i went to zcove in the morning and talked quite a lot with everyone! zy passed me a balloon meant for pervee in the morning but i dunno why it just burst while i was talking. haix maybe its smth wrong with me and my karma laa! tried looking for him but sadly he couldnt be contacted. paul gave the burst balloon to pervee then zy gave him another balloon laa! =)) exchanged gifts in the morningg! quite glad she liked the present i got her laa! xD heh time spent was worth it! and it was quite a surprise getting my present from her considering i thought most people would have thrown away my name or asked for another name when they got me i guess =(( got a chio black paged notebook which was personalised creatively laa! =)) thanks!

rest of the day went past watching people giving gifts, receiving gifts, luging huge vday gifts around, exchaging uniforms and taking stupid pictures, getting filled in on gossips, having long chats with sue and wanling and annong and sherine in the library (when we were supposed to be doing work but oh wells!) training and shouting random nonsense when i was throwing, sitting in the car doing work and reflecting bout lots of stuff, doing my maths tutorial, gp homework and gsc stuff before blogging! oh wells! tiredd!~ shall update next time! =))

monday againnn! =))

2006-02-13T21:12:00.000+08:00

yayy i dunno why im darn high for most of today again! i think it must be cos of the morning runs laa! =)) but its a good thing. i can feel the strips of muscles in my thighs now! its no longer one fat lump so there! harhar! xD. anyway i dont see the invite for the classblog anywhere in my blogger account! maybe its just me being careless and overlooking some obscure button hidden somewhere againn!

hehh anyway reached sch in the morning when the whole place was dark. walked slowly to the track and out of the blue someone just said good morning sir laA! looked around and realised there wasnt anyone else! so maybe he was greeting me! i was like no no no im not a teacher but he was already off. ayee i should be more careful when i wear jerseys in sch! =)) anyway i didnt run much today. 4 rounds cos my lower back was a bit sore. walked 2 more rounds and called it a day! ayee i must run more tmrr! =))

i realised that everyone in our class can stay most probably! except for chih hung, he's sitting on the edge! hopefully he can stay too! daddy jed is changing class so im only left with yanfen and cass but im not complaining! cos they are cool and full of nonsense!! =)) just like mee! hahaha

lessons were as usual. chem was confusing and its like u hv to be perfect or else he will lose his temper. its just quite pressurising i guess! =(( hopefully this is the kind of "conducive" environment they want to create for students to get their "A"s in the end! maths lecture was crazy cos stupid yj and zy were trying to do the lecture notes like 3 pages in advance and they kept making comments like: "oh shit shes gaining ground! lets do fastterrr!" (when they are like 4 pages in advance) and "scold more scold more, we will take advantage and do more pages!" so helpless me was trying hard to catch up but my little brain and feeble fingers had already reached their max speed! too badd lorhh! econs lecture was just zzz! HAHA and wanchee was conked out entirely! xD so amusingg!

ohh and today ge was selling heart shaped balloons for the exorbitant price of $2 each with the excuse of raising funds for the charity! the charity will be upset u rip people off laa! but nevermind was watching people hving fun with their balloons when we decided to make our own balloons! bought one for tania which said "be my valentine Chen Zhen", she didnt dare to take it in the end so i think mark took it! xD its so nicee lorhh! =)) hahaha and we bought 3 balloons for the 3 bdae girls! hehh sherine's balloon floated up to the ~~xiling~~ ceiling (HAHAHA) so sue and i had to buy her another balloon! =)) wrote happy birthday sherine on one side and wrote sexy + available 9816**** (tol free) on the other side! i thought it was nicee and the number was paul's number anywayy. so poor sherine had to lugg that balloon everywhere! actually i helped her when going for econs tutorial, but too bad someone already saw the balloon and called the number! haiix i think it was a prank call!

stoned around after lessons, was supposed to meet gsc teacher but i couldnt get her at all, quite badd, did a bit of gp and talked to weilin about tht thing. haixx! i really hope they can clear the stuff out! both of u will be in the same class for like 2 years so just patch up! i wish them all the best laa! =)) hehh let me put the finishing touches to _______ vday gift laa! AND wannnccheeee why u tell her! now my plan has failed. raaaA!

in 22 days..

2006-02-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

my blog has went past 300 hits!=)) quite an acheivement for a low profile blogger like mee! =)) haha was checking out the statistics and realised that there were a bit of weird stuff cos apparently the busiest hour is at 6am (?!) which means people check my blog when they wake up and before they come to sch. which is probably wrong laa! most of my hits are from returning visitors so i guess not many new people are coming to my blog! =)) in a way its good laa! ~~in case i gossip a bit too much about certain things, the news wont spread too fast~~

okay on to today. i know lots of people will want to know how i did for chi la. in my opinion i did quite badly laa but then my grade would have been good for other people, its just a matter of perspective la. i was expecting a 1 or at most a 2 so it was quite disappointing when i got my results back. i just stoned. and wanted to cry when shaun came and sat beside me. he looked as if he wanted to cry too. saw his grade. if he can be that strong i must be some loser to cry. really. just took a deep breath and just weighed everything la. its possible to appeal but then its 100.70 dollars which is crazy in my opinion. i should be glad that i can afford the 50 dollars required to sit for the exam, cash shouldnt be splurged on stuff like that, really! so ya after calling my mum i just decided not to appeal the 3 i got. oh wells! u cant expect to be perfect in everything i guess, u win some, u lose some, its just part and parcel of life! and it really wakes u up and reminds u that nothing should really be taken for granted. aye!

that aside i was doing stuff for overseas application in the morning. its a bit of a rush cos apparently we were only given 3 days and very little information was given regarding the administration. yupp so although most of us were quite sure of the programme, we werent sure about how to hand up, when to hand up, who was in charge and the need to certify the authenticity of our photocopied report cards yada! thankfully i brought my orginals along so yupp!

after chi was about to go home when livia sounded so excited lorhh! we were planning to watch movie anyway, its just who was going to pay la! hehh and she paid in the end cos she lost the bet =)) dun worry laa! i will treat u to movie another day laa! =)) and its just amazing how she was so happy with her grade! we both got the same grade, i was sad she was so super duper happy and was practically beaming laa! it really puts things into perspective! talked nonsense, caught fearless and went home wet(cos of the rain), but really happy! =D.thinking back, if i knew things will turn out like it will today, i would have been devastated but somehow i was really relaxed and happy today, maybe its just a burden off, but then again i dun even know whether it was a burden!

read reader's digest, watched tv, made some gifts! and im blogging now! hehh what a day laa! so slack! xD i simply refused to touch my hw todayy! someone scold mee!

highh~!

2006-02-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

yayy somehow im feeling much better today laa! =)) i managed to cheer myself up, heh come to think about it i dun even know why i was feeling that way ytd night lA!xD.maybe i was simply too tired, and the amount of hw didnt really help laa! xP. anyway i went for morning run club again! =)) and i felt so much better after doing 6+2 laps! now running seems to feel super duper shuang already! anyway to all those out there who are wondering wht morning running club is, its just basically a group of us who meet up every morning to run so that we wont get embarassing timings for 2.4. dun worry about being noob cos everyone there is noob! =)) we just train and maybe one day our timings will get better =))

was chionging through my morning shower cos it was already super near flag raising! bleahh! but thankfully there was announcement saying flag raising was cancelled so i just took my time, stood under the cold water and just relaxed and enjoyed myself la! =)) hahaha somehow i get happy very very easily! xD. next was maths. finish tutorial and did a really short quizz. wanted to celebrate sherine's bdae during maths but didnt have time laa! anyway happy bdae sherine, hope u liked the gift laa! xD. im sorry i chiong through it ytd night when i was super tiredd! its the thought that counts anyway laa! =))

didnt crash geog for the first time in a really long time cos i needed to finish my gsc work laa! =)) hahaa annong said that my chi standard isnt good! hehh so now i guess i have to improve lorh! i like blatant feedbacks, at least i know where i am lackingg =)) listened to the rest of the non-geogers gossip/talk nonsense and watched how certain people can mug so scarilyY! hehh xD. pe was next and i had quite a lot of fun playing floorball! it was quite crazy and we won some, lost some and lost when we were playing godmode! so funny can, at least we survived for like 2 mins or smth before losing eventually! what happens if u beat godmode? what does that make u? xD

2hr break was spent celebrating bdae, playing cards and doing my gsc work! hahaha somehow i was taking a long time to finish my compre! shucks laa i was distracted! hehh at least i thought preston and chih hung a little bit about bridge! =)) we were chased away by certain people laa. i thought they were ruggers but junde was with them so i shant generalise laa. so super rude! but then again if people choose to present themselves in that fashion, i guess its their choice!

chem lecture was quite killer cos the lecturer was going so super duper fast and there wasnt much time to copy the notes laa! lots of people were frustrated and irritated but ayee. maybe its just a taste of what real jc life will be! =(( gp was okay. did a vocab test (which zy owned the class like utterly) and was doing smth bout subject matter and essay writing. gsc was spent doing summary!

after that met up with the rest of the class, talked nonsense, gossiped, playedd heart attack and pomelo (with vulgarities and stuff). hehh i realised that cz actually sticks to his morals a lot la. if he thinks something isnt to his liking or up to his moral standards, he will simply refuse to do it no matter what. thats one good point laa! ate pizza and left sch when everyone was super duper tired laa! =) but at least i was happy and highhh =))

ayeee! i really dun want anyone to leave our class la! i really like it as it is now. blaahh! u all better get ur sixes and stay in sevenbe k! =)) RAAA. but then again i think everyone will be able to make it laa! =)) hehh and we came up with two plans today!

1) to create a blog republishing someone's emails
2) to overthrow paul! mwahahaa! im mean, too badd! RAAA

quite nervous bout tmr laa! good luck everyone k! =)) all the best, and i guess i shall sleep! =))

messed upp!

2006-02-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

i have absolutely no idea why i just feel really messed up the whole of today and yesterday la. maybe its cos of fatigue and all those lactic acid from training but i really doubt so laa! something's just not really right although i cant really pinpoint it exactly. aye i shall be quite random today!

gsc is one of the craziest h1 subject i must think! so much to do, all the essays and compre and stuff! maybe its just me not getting used to getting down and doing things la! but its just quite awful when the script i stayed up to do ytd was rejected laa! aye but failure is part and parcel of life so i shall just move on with it and try harder next time! =)) one day it wont be rejected laa! ayee i still have zuowen and compre to finish! will do them after finishing with this entry!

i really feel like puking now. must be cos of the flu! my mummy said i looked a bit feverish but i really hope i dun get a fever laa! cos _______'s present with me and i dun think its nice if i dun pass it to her tmr, AND there is class dinner tmr and i sure hope it'll be funn =)) ayee i shouldnt allow people to kope my food and drinks next time! think of the std web tracing thing and for all i know i might be infected with 3 viruses when someone drinks my drink! ahahaha hopefully i will get better soon laa! was being really dead in sch today, and training was real bad towards the end cos i was already sleepy, i didnt have any strength to do anything, and simply put i was just feeling awful laa!

somehow im going to sch now just for the friends really, i dun really look forward to all those lectures and stuff! yess i do feel enthusiastic and passionate bout the subjects i take but somehow the stuff taught seemed more like revision. ayee!

maybe ill blog later when im more cleared up and when ive finished my work laa! =(( i need guidance!

pisces man

2006-02-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. ehh i can be quite emo but i dun really allow myself to be very emotional laa! xD He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. i dun think i get moody that easily! it takes a lot to make me moody! im high im high im highh! =)) inaccurate! He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. eh this is so absolutely untrue lorh! If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in. this one is quite true if u know me well enough! just one look at me and u can tell!

He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. i think i think a lot and i do relatively at work but i dun always succeed laa! i just failed for amc, now thats prood! His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. im quite observant but if i tell u ur faults or smth u must be pretty close laa! He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about. wahaha! im quite psychic laa! ask umm bms! =))

He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. yess i remember a lot of stuff! They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. mwahaha! this is absolutely true. u wont know my deepest darkest secrets laa! He is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. this is so darn untrue! im darn ambitious ok! hello world, here i come! =)) Wealth does not drawn his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. this one is true! dont come and tempt me with money, its useless! He could be very careless about his future. yeah, i screwed it up one time too many. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier. this one is 100% inaccurate! i fight against odds most of the time laa! Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future. ehh im not that slack laa!

He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. wahaha! im cute im cute! =)) He hates rules and regulations. i do hate them but i still obey them somehow laa! He will never look down on people. ya this is true! if u think i do im really joking laa! =) He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. im only aggressive when playing sports laa! and polite ah this one i dunno ask others! He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead. ya this one is darn true, tell me im delluded but its true laa!

His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon. ya! im stupidly and lamely funny laa! He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. whooo! shhh =)) ask shawn tan. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. yup u wont be able to tell if im sad de laa! He likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely. oh this one really true laa! i just dun like seeing people not happy so i just try to help laa! sometimes i do mess things up too! xD

He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. this one makes me sound darn mysterious laa! somehow people just see the side they dun want most of the time la! He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. what is this againn! He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity. hmm this part i really dunno

He can be happy and content by himself. yupp! i can survive myself but i prefer company most of the time! What he think is important is not "Love" ,but firm status and stability. yaa so dun play with my feelings or else. RAAAAA He has plenty of love for you. who in the world is you! xD

He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. yayy! agree, agree! When he is with you, he wants to be happy. i always want to be happy de lA! =)) He understand his partner's emotional. i wouldnt know this cos ive never had a partner. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. if i really want to rest, i mean it! If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him. yaaa! rawr.

He is a sensitive, quiet , shy and easily hurt. quiet and shy is definitely wrong i know! =)) the other two ahh hmmm He wants to feel worthy. yess! He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. this thing is getting quite accurate He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. hehh! He has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends. YAA! so stop saying that im scandalous or gay la! thanks a lot He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. wheee! now u know He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look ,so do not get mad at him knowing this fact. HAHAHAAHA! this one is super funnyy =))

When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. sadly no one does most of the time laa! He does not like to take advice,so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good sample for him first. yup sometimes i can be quite stubborn de laa! He likes a cheery and a smart woman. WAAA! how do u know me better than i know myself! hahahaa If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. yaa! its called reciprocatingg! =)) He will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. no no no! u must spoil me, really! and i like surprises! You have to know yourself worth all the time too. someone tell me what the last line means!

thursday and friday! =))

2006-02-04T08:04:00.000+08:00

thursday was quite a slack day cos we were going by tueday's timetable! xD. first period was civics and although we had to do some presentation abt a certain scenario presented to us, most of the groups ended up talking nonsense and laughing laa! i think preston's a darn funny dad and sherwin was going crazy, had a good laugh and thats that! =)) chem was normal and we played ultimate frisbee for PE, cos its physical conditioning through games hehh i like mr chng, he doesnt like doing the running around and pumping kind of stuff so we get to play games, and i thought i ran more than 2.4 km during the games xD econs was just discussion about the international trading game we played quite a long time ago. hehh and i think i talk too much in class. i should shaddup!

stud development was sex ed part two and somehow the statistics are quite crazy. and its interesting to learn tht most teenage couples are more worried bout getting pregnant than hving stds.. hmmm. and paul yap's "condom" burst! wahahaha! had a good laugh laa! =)) bumped around till abt 3 and we went to marina. ayee i realised that i havent been to that place for a really really long time, since disney fest i think, and i only get close when my parents drive past that place en route to the city. its just a huge open space. and its really windy there regardless of the time of the day! quite nice. i just had a certain urge to fly kites when im theree!

went for bowling first. $1.50 a game and we played 3 games. i was beaten soundly by chih hung and sherwin laa! crazy people! and chih hung said he bowled a lot last time and he had consistent 200+ games. hahaha go and join bowling and stop bowling with us noobs laa! i think the only consolation was that i beat them in the warmup round! by ONE pin okay. hahaha. how amazing! and its my first time bowling on two lanes! hehh we messed up the first few frames but after that it was pretty finee. btw the oil they used for the lanes stink quite a bit and its black! ahahaha ohh halfway through the first game the ball was stuck returning back and it was basically getting roasted laa! lots of smoke and stuff and the technician spent a bit of time clearing up the mess! xD ive got 3 strikes and 5 spares in 3 games! quite noob but nvm im happy =))

went to pool after that, won my first 2 games and lost the 3rd, was tyco when i played 1 v 1 with paul and i was 2-7 up when i potted the blackball! hahaa quite funny! second 1 v 1 was quite close but paul won in the end too la! xP too bad for me! im still quite nub! went to eat, talk lots of nonsense, watch mark dance para2 and watched a daytona race before going home tired but highh! =))

friday was econs lecture then gp. we got back our gp essay and the highest in class was like 29/50. how optimistic laa! we all died for our diagnostic but its okay! can still work hard i guess! learnt how to spot the topic sentence and impt words yada and before we knew it the lesson was over. chem lab was crazy cos we didnt even have time! met mr wong (our actual chem teacher) for the first time today so we spent a bit of time marking attendance and listening to him tell us the lab safety and how to use th equipment yada. didnt manage to finish the second part apparently xD but oh wells! it was a good experience laa! we didnt cheaT!

civics was just lots of fun and laughter and nonsense! =)) michael pervee! i think the name sounds cute laa! after that went off to eat and buy stuff with hui2 and wanchee. i dunno why but i think the oreo milkshake has a yam-my taste! weird, maybe ill try the one with chocolate some other time! =)) went back to sch, bumped around before going for bridge selections i think! cz was supposed to be my partner but he dumped me for a better partner in the end laa! but nvm had a lot of fun with daniel seow! hehh we were being crazy and we werent even counting cards yada, we just sat there and had fun while watching many many pairs being super engrossed, won 5 lost 2 and finished 8th out of 14 th in the end! same as cz and his pro partner xD and we managed to beat martin and kevin who were first too! hehh! quite tyco laa! but there really is a lot to learn if u want to play properly!

maths club was sudoku session and im going off for training already! xD. eee i didnt make it for amc =((

1st of febb!!

2006-02-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

hehh i dunno why laa! a lot of people hv been saying tht i sound super high all the time! its just me that i type like that or talk like that la! xD if me being high infects u then its a good thing i guess! =)) ayee im getting home really late now that im in jc la! and i guess i have to finish my work before coming online ma! =)) im a good boy k! HAH so shameless xP. okie sunday was spent visiting loads of relatives on my paternal and maternal side!

okie u hv to understand that my maternal side is really huge and complicated with my mum's cousins still in jc and my uncle and aunties being younger than me! thats the result of my grandma giving birth to my mum and my aunts even before my greatgrandma giving birth to my grandma's um siblings! yaa okay quite complicated so there are really lots of people but thank goodness their houses were all in telok blangah so we were just walking around, using my grandma's house as "homebase"! quite tiring but it was funn! =)) and its nice meeting people and talking to them after so long! =))

monday was supposed to be preparation for tuesday (cos my parents' friends were coming over), so we got up early, hoping to move the furniture around in the function room. but i was down with super bad diarrhoea, going to toilet like once every 45 mins and after the 4th time, i was just completely zapped of all my energy =(( so i didnt help much cept to move the plastic chairs around before i went to toilet for the 5th time and conked out after that. slept till 6pm, ate a bit, slacked and did some stuff before sleeping at around 8 again! my family went visiting and i guess i missed out on lots of fun and angbaos laa! oh wells! super unlucky i guess! and i lost weight k! from 77 to 70! its quite scary laa but i think i will gain most of the weight back again! xD. too badd laa!

felt much better on tuesday! tuesday was gathering! played lots of games and talked quite a bit! i was exhausted after that laa! =))

today i was supposed to go find julia in the morning but waited for so long and i dun think i saw her (but i talked to a lot of the 4L guys! =))) so i went back to zcove to talkk! xD. confirmed some rumours werent true but it was amusing nonetheless laa! =)) chem tutorial was quite stoned! but i noticed that a***** looked like j**! like omg! and a lot of people agreed too la! i didnt psycho them k! they agreed themselves! did chem test and i would be glad if i pass la! xD. i really need to work hard i guess! crashed geog but was so disappointing! didnt do anything new and we were released early so we just bummed around waiting for maths lecture!

the gc is darn fun to play with with all the applications la! wanchee downloaded some weird mario game and i think its a board game! strange! whiled away the 2 hrs of free period after that laa! econs lecture was okayish and maths tutorial was umm confusing! celebrated nivek's and posef's bdae after that before going for training early with roy! =)) ayeee

just came home and im tiredd! shall go sleep! goodnites!

long post aheadd!

2006-01-30T18:23:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to go visiting the whole of chinese new year but then dunno why im down with a rlly bad bout of diarrhoea flu, so yupp! im staying home to rest for the whole day.. had been sleeping all day till bout now (which is like 630 pm) and i shall update my blog cos im a tad boredd!xD.

friday was cny celebrations in sch, was supposed to go to various venues to watch the performance but i dunno. somehow jazz and rockbands dont seem to be right for cny celebrations. to me, it just seemed as if the various cca groups were just told to put up performances at various venues for the sake of having a "celebration", all the tradition and ambience didnt seem to be there la! no wonder so many people left sch after taking attendance in the morning. some people didnt even bother coming to school lorh! xD. ended up playing cards on the rooftop till it was 10 la. the wind was super nice there. played mega bluff and bridge!

went back to z'cove after that for og outing supposedly, but there were so little people from og and so many other people that it became some random group going out together la. met new people so yupp, didnt really mind la! went to j8 to eat and wanted to watch a movie but xinmiao wanted to buy a bdae gift for her sister. wanted to get a rugby ball but rugby balls are all super expensive la! didnt know the ri ball was like 65 dollars lorh! and come to think about it i think i burst a few before! xD. ooops! ended up getting a notebook instead after walking around a lot! saw angela on the overhead bridge outside far east. xD. everyone was at orchard basically la!

decided to watch i not stupid 2 in the end. hmm dun want to spoil the movies for some of you so i shall just say that there was one scene that really made the ticket price worth it la! although most of the movie was a lot of cheesy scenes la! =)) but it was nice overall.

yc lunar new year dinner for the elderly at night! was helping out with setting up and stuff! there was intermittent rain and we had to move the tables in and out of the shelter! quite funny la. but i dun think anyone was complaining! it was quite fun and although the whole event was super chaotic in the end, i thought it was worth it anyhow seeing the elderly happy la! we didnt even have enough manpower i guess! took care of two tables of elderly when it was supposed to be 2 persons taking care of one table of people! had a lot of fun with one of the tables cos i guessed the elderly opened up quite a lot when i spoke hokkien with them! they were going on about how they must eat loads cos its free yada yada! quite funny la. and they made me eat so much! ahhh nice time la! by the time we finished packing and left for home it was already super late so i just simply conked out!

woke up late on saturday and helped to get ready for reunion dinner la! it was the usual where everyone had fun! =)) went home early and stayed up all the way till 1230 or smth la! shall blog bout sunday later! =))

late nights!

2006-01-26T23:49:00.000+08:00

waaa! i just got home, had my shower and now im online finally! xD after soo longg! whee ive received 90 hits after one week of blogging! =)) now thats some accomplishment cos i think very few people come here! but at least those who visit are visiting regularly! =)) hehh okay anyway i reached school today and wanted to sleep but didnt in the end cos first it was gerald who woke me up when i was about to doze off then we started talking then started talking to pearlene, then yixuan, then gerard then jianwei then bong who btw has a furry purple pencil case! how cool and man is that! xD. really bong, go change it, even girls dont dare to use such pencil cases! xD

first period was maths.. didnt do much, did some mindmap bout functions which took like a good half an hour and went through some of tutorial one! then i went for geog tutorials again! and learnt lots of new stuff. i didnt know glacier moved downwards as a huge chunk, i always thought of it as a conveyor belt sort of movement! and how the dead plants in the desert come to "life" and the sneaky golden mole! its darn cute. i want two golden moles for my bdae! thank you very much -hint hint sevenbeers reading this!- =X

pe was trail test. first was 2.4. had cramp during my 4th round, wanted to tahan all the way but then couldnt so i dropped out when i finished my 5th round time was 9:47 or smth so i guess its still okay. was running at a really comfortable pace with mark before that la! =)) broad jump was okay, didnt try pullups. the muscles in my right arm didnt feel right. i think i need to ice more already. sit and reach was good too! and i learnt smth bout how ur brain sends some signal to prevent ur muscle from stretching to the point of tearing when u pull it too fast. hmm smth new! guess im learning a lot of new stuff nowadays!

after that stoned around in the canteen for a while and played blackjack with wanchee, somehow i was darn tyco, dunno how in the world i drew 6 cards and got 21 xD. was whiling time away while watiing for the rest to finish chem reflections! then played badminton after that, played with mark first and we were smashing like mad. and i finally can do my backhand smash and backhands nicely le! =)) quite proud of myself la. then mark wanted to rest so huihui played. and i learnt that ~~all~~ most girls tend to raise one leg high than the other when they jump. i thought it was just my sis only but hmm learnt smth new today. then was laming around and ended up laughing till my stomach hurts xD

chem was confusing for a lot of people cos the lecturer seemed to be unclear bout the lefthand rule thingy. and yj was exclaiming how he didnt take phy for a reason! quite funny laA! had some discussion for gp and i really think she's a tad too weird for my liking laa! she claimed she wants to be bimbotic! and asked about which sea creature's the smelliest xD. ahaha and i got huihui with the pig joke which went smth like this

me: which animal likes to say why?
hh: i dunno
me: oh the pig
hh: why?

-pause-

hh: AHHHHH

darn funny la! im laughing too much in sch already laa! crazy peoplee! oh and wanchee! i know why i thought of u when they said pimples. go look at the title of ur entry on tuesday and ur msn nick. HAHA xD. and ms uma had to ask the class wht they think of africa. HEY africa's full of love and hope okay! and nice people, they just need someone to do smth! =))

gsc's quite enjoyable as usual, just that it ended so latee! and when i thought everyone was waiting for me before going out, they all left -.-" haixx. at least i saw wanchee and raymond, crapped a bit before calling home. then mum said that they want to go to imm to buy stuff so she told me to go there first. went there, ate dinner at ljs, walked around the whole of imm looking at stuff before meeting my family.

speaking of ljs, we should really do some documentry called "come and con me" or smth la. i realised that its a common practice in all ljs (well, at least to all ive been to) to try to charge u extra by upsizing ur drink for u yada, when u dun want to. and they even try to cheat u by not giving u the card thing for lucky draw for cny when they can. its just darn shoddy and i couldnt take it anymore today. order the $3.90 chicken wrap thingy with coleslaw ($1). should be $4.90. she asked me if i wanted ice lemon tea (u realise this option always comes first) coke or sprite. i said coke and specifically mentioned the "16 oz one as shown". but noo, it was $5.30 in the end cause she upsized it for me automatically. once i can close one eye, twice and thrice i can tolerate, 4th time is really too much. i asked her why it was $5.30 nicely. she went through my order. when i told her i didnt want an upsize, she accused me of changing my order. then i just acted super pissed and upset and i wanted to see the manager la. (thankfully i changed into Z'kardia shirt so at least they didnt know i was from rj..) manager came out and i just asked whether its a practice at ljs to do such things, he said it wasnt. so i asked him why i was cheated 4 times at various branches even after i made myself clear. (even though 40cents wasnt a lot, its their business policy which is wrong) he apologised, said he will inform his staff, reassured it wont happen again and returned me my 40 cents. its really not about money. u can serve the best food but if u have this kind of business policy, u will lose ur customers, really..

ahh finally got it off my chest already! im totally slacking tonight cos tmr's just celebrations! =)) got a feeling a lot of people will ponn but i dun think any sevenbeer will ponn laa! =)) dont disappoint me! gdnites!

squeezee!

2006-01-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

nothing much to blog about now cos im just really stone and tired la! =)) quite a lot of people visiting my blog which is a good thing. oh wait or it might just be someone visiting many times, might be just myself but oh wells! doesnt matter laa =)) ohh before i go sleep i would just like to say being in a mixed school makes u learn a lot of things and a lot of the assumptions we had last time were proven to be wrong la! its a learning process and im not complaining! xD.

oh ya and prata house has nice pratas but its just a tad expensive xP! okie then nights everyone!

somehow im lost trying to think of a title..

2006-01-25T00:23:00.000+08:00

heh before i start blogging, would just like to wish tania a happy bdae! not as if she comes here anyway but thts beside the point! =)) haha hoped u like the present we got u and the lame card we've written! oh and the TWO cakes too lorh! hehh somehow im looking forward to my bdae with mixed feelings. dunno if anyone will remember but that doesnt matter anymore la xD.

reached school as usual today but i was really really tired, and its just in my nature that i dont sleep in school la xP. i have no idea why. i can sleep on the bus, on the mrt and almost everywhere else except for school la! =P. ~~guess im too guai~~ehh cannot be shameless le! =)) so just randomly talked in the morning to og mates and other people before going to flag raising and cv.

chem lecture then it was pe. heh wasnt called today. somehow im starting to like chem a lot this year, just feel so enthu being able to finish the qns given to us. its some sort of an accomplishment i never really achieved in sec sch i guess. i like it when we practice, not when we drill! at least we have to use our brains and think through the whole process and not just simply regurgitate stuff! hope my passion doesnt wane!

pe was just saddening la. its the first pe lesson in my life without me sweating la xX. some briefing about the weights room, guess its necessary but surely it wouldnt be required for us to take more than an hour i guess! hmm at this rate we will play our first game sometime in april or smth la! haixx! then it was break and we just hung around.

econs was next and shirong weilin and i were just being amused by random stuff such as someone having plucked eyebrows and how someone is metro to the verge of being gay. or is he already gay. we wouldnt know but thats not the point xD. he spent like half the period answering paul's question while i think the rest of the class was stoning. ate mentos during lessons! i think ill need quite a lot of sweets. but ill get fat i guess! xD who cares la! stud development was spent watching a video mostly, i guess the people who come down could have done a little more than that la! more interactions would be good! =))

dunno why i decided to crash geog tutorial after that la. was bored before training starts so i just went. was comtemplating to leave but ended up being egged on by some people so i just went lorh! hehh funkeh geog teacher didnt mind me crashing and he even bothered answering my qns. ah maybe he's a teacher who has a passion for teaching? i still can remember how he got upset when the system messed up during lectures la. most other teachers would have taken their time, asked some students to go find help and just sit there and talk nonsense. while he went out personally to get help after trying and failing himself. hmmm

training was kinda good cos ive gotten my flat throw and release and angle la. i know im lousy but im just quite thankful that ive been scolded and scolded and suaned and suaned all the while by coach la. if he really had given up on me i guess he wouldnt even have bothered much. shalom told me that hes the kind of person who wont praise u in front of u, but will sing praises about u to those who know u la. but then again i dont have anything to be praised abt so far! so ill have to work harder! training ended late and i reached home late! haix. i bruised the tip of my right middle finger and its still numb now la. and sabby it doesnt work dipping my hand in hot or cold water xD. shall let it heal by itself then! =)) managed to squeeze out a blog entry i guess! =)) might not be able to blog tmr! xD ill see first then! rest well all! =))

monday!

2006-01-23T18:53:00.000+08:00

whee its a new week and i dunno why im excited all again la! xD. realised that the pace of jc is just so different from sec school la! =)) ohh and no one visited my blog from the point i updated ytd till today! hahaha but who cares! out of point! =P. was reading this article about how singapore's anti-terrorism measures are super kiasu and i kinda agree after getting the shock i had ytd la. went early to orchard before two cos its always good to be early! =)) its a habit of mine to go to the end of the whole mrt. okay back to the main point! ytd when i disembarked at orchard, there were 4 fully armed policemen right outside the doors la! yes f-o-u-r.and its as if im some criminal with a 5 million bounty on my head!xD. smiled at them but they didnt smile back at me, guess when u are anticipting terrorist u cant be smiling all the time!

early in the morning we had chem tutorial. didnt do much but we got yupi sweets cos our relieve chem teacher wont be teaching us anymore. whee funky enough! received some assignment which imo is quite hard la! oh wells shall tackle that later then! =)) next lesson was geog but i decided to crash it anyway cos i didnt really want to walk all the way to the library. was listening to the lecture bout tncs and reading zy's notes on plate techtonics at the same time! i didnt know there was such a thing as the expanding earth/shrinking earth theory, but hey its cool! and how the evidence about a deflating ball will form a tetrahedral with 4 dimples and the 4 "dimples" are supposedly pacific,atlantic, indian and artic oceans! woah! new day new discovery =)) i kinda like these kind of lessons when u dont have to worry bout assignments and tests and stuff, just sitting in there listening and absorbing is in itself a really worthwhile experience i guess! =))

maths lecture after that! quite glad that we finished functions but looking at the 40 page gc lecture notes i do have to agree its quite scary la! xD. but nevermind i will plough myself through it after finishing chem la! xD. functions was done quite slowly so we were playing with metal puzzles! =)) shall bring more next time, we need entertainment all the time la! xD

two hour break was spent eating lunch and playing bridge most of the time! xD. did a little of the chem assignment too! stoned and absorbed during econs lecture and maths tutorial was just dead. everyone just stoned and no one felt like answering i guess. just stared blankly like half the time! HAHA. end of day was met with much relieve i guess! played a little frisbee to lighten up and wake myself up before going home! =)) guess i wont be online tonight cos i have to do work! =)) work hard and play hard, really! jiayou all!

ps! remember to tagg!

sunday!

2006-01-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

yayy! just got back home and realised that my blog's getting a little bit more traffic! =)) that should be a good thing i guess! xD. maybe i should start taking pictures and post them on my blog but ill have to learn how first! so many scandalous things happening around me nowadays i realised! =D not that im complainin! xP. was reading through my stuff and doing revision the whole of this morning before going to meet mark, lossy, zy, angela, wanchee and huihui in orchard. was supposed to mug and do smth else but we ended up doing a lot of nonsense and laughing a lot. i think i was being a huge distraction or smth! but hey at least some work were completed! =)) ate dinner and pooled and here am i tagging once again! =)) hahahaa i think this blog is sounding really really boring but hey i had lots of fun k! =)) shall bathe and do a bit more stuff before sleeping early! =)) yayy! nites everyone!

saturday's a long day!

2006-01-22T09:51:00.000+08:00

but long days with very little things happening will mean that i will have very little to blog about! xD in the morning i went to nus for maths olympiad training. was practically dragging myself there cos i was well, just super tired la! xP. parents brought me there cos bro and sis had to go to school too! =)) so just fetch all together! they went shopping after that i think! =)) nothing much happened, dy didnt respond when i called her charlotte! xDxD. and this is the first time i actually finished all the qns! =)) quite proud of myself actually! too bad the session ended late and i had to rush down for training without eating lunch. haix at this rate i will lose weight! which is a good thing after all! =))

training was quite bad today cos i was not in form, i have no idea why. had a cramp halfway through throwing then i stretched and continued la! got better towards the end but yup i wasnt feeling depressed cos there's always crazy people like roy and makmur and anwaar and manpreet and senthil around! =)) laughed like some bomb cos of all those crazy people. pity sat training is split into morning and afternoon or else we would be having loads and loads of fun laughing at stupid things like poems and prank calls xD

went to both grandma's house at night. aunt commented that i look thinner but the fact is that i didnt lose weight much! hahahaa xD. does that mean that im building muscles or was my aunt being dellusional! xP. i think its the former! wahaha! *ego!*=)) looked through my stuff ytd night cos the com wasnt working and im finally blogging now! will be going out later to "mug"! hehh! =)) im loving 7beers! wheeE!

tiredd!

2006-01-22T09:29:00.000+08:00

arghh dunno what was wrong with my computer on friday and saturday! couldnt get it to switch on cos it'll just give this long beep before dying once again and therefore, i didnt get a chance to blog la! =)) hahaha so amazing! the hit counter's at 18 when i dun think many people know about my blog in the first place cos its a NEW blog! =)) doesnt matteR! its a good start so i shall just keep it this way! heh my tagboard is dying though! no one tags laa! RAA!

friday's lessons were going really really slowly and most of us were just stoning. first period was econs, just more theories and concepts, come to think about it i really appreciated it when mr ang came up with the little activity just to introduce us to opportunity cost, its just all these small things that make lectures memorable! (not to mention the m&m when i crashed physics during the second week).

we were supposed to introduce ourselves during gp in a fun way but i dun think anyone prepared for that so we just ended up doing the normal thing, except for sherwin's group who had to dance! amusing! xD there's still half the class to go and we'll be doing it next week. hmm slightly relaxing! =))

oh oh! chem practical was next but i hv no idea why the first lesson we did was called a practical, it was just like a tutorial/lecture done in a science lab. and i realised that the whirring of the fan is actually louder than ms goh talking at certain times. i think she was bored running through the powerpoint slides so many times and we actually got a break before the first 50 mins was up! xD. received the chem assignment thing and i dunno why i had this sudden urge to do gaseous state! xP. then i had to hear zy lament for the next 2 mins or smth! got back chem diagnostic test, didnt do too badly, but i guess by then everyone was just plain xian and we were moving around talking already so yup! oh ya we were breaking rules in the chem lab during our first lab lesson cos there were so many of us eating sweets! and there's angela whose complaining about her hunger since the start of chem lesson and that she smelt food xD oh wells!

last half an hour was civics, was supposed to be discussing bout cip but we ended up just sitting there and slacking and waiting for the bell i guess! half an hour civics is quite a waste of time la, i think they teacher cant really do much, maybe collect some stuff and talk bout one or two things and the period's over.

met jialing after that and lam wanted her to go to yc at that time. so she said she'll be going soon, then since i had time to burn then just go down to yc to do stuff first, but on our way to mrt station she said she wanted to bathe, and i wanted to eat, so i went to macs to eat and then she went home to bathe after that laa xP. then was deciding what to do so i joined the class at collumbarium and they were stoning and talking when i reached la. decide to bowl at lavender so tania, mark and i went to the place first. wan chee joined us later. had some tyco strikes but it was fun la =)) wanchee's some pro hook bowler, mark was trying for a turkey and tania had some strikes too la! laughed a lot and we practically had the whole place for ourselves! =)) quite nice la. wont mind going back if we hv time in the future!

went to yc after that and left yc at 1045! super late and i was exhausted when i reached home. realised my family was still out at that time doing cny shopping! xD. i wont have many new clothes to wear during cny la! but it doesnt matter la! =))

thursday! =))

2006-01-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

first period was maths and i quite like the small little room we have our lessons in! there's aircon and tall windows such that u can look out of the window and see the green green grass and the blue blue sky! so nice lorh. just went through the quiz and went through tutorial zero. realised that mr teo had some funkeh gadget, so sad i didnt get to write on it laa! xP had to use the board instead and i shall keep damn quiet and pretend i never do all my work next time in any lecture or tutorial la xD. guess its the wisest thing to do now lorh!

slacked for one hour during geog and ended up talking nonsense in the canteen with neeti, weilin, shirong, annong and sue! yihong appeared and disappeared occasionally. dunno where he disappeared to. and alvin yong has to come and niao me about chem teacher xX. haiyaa! whats wrong with you all mann! i just want a normal chem lecture, thank you very much=))

pe we did 1.6 as warmup. then had to do pushup and crutches. ended up doing crutches for all cos my muscle will tear if i do more pushups ><>

played badminton with the class and i tell u s07b rocks lorh! we are some rojak class but who cares la! we are still hving super lot of fun! =D. changed up, got a drink and went to chem lecture. doom! i told yong if im called a third time i will pon chem lectures le. and yes i did get called a third time and people were giving me weird looks lorh. and btw i was blending in already so its really not my fault xD. haiya give up!

gp was essay test! quite okay although no one wrote 4 pages xD madness! guess we all hv a long way to go la! and after gp was gsc which we spent talking more about ourselves! yupp day ended at 5 and im here blogging after getting my hands on the computer! xD.

btw! i just read a few blogs la! and angela was damn funny la! "by the way. all the males in my class look like. oh i remembered. if you have nothing nice to say, dont say it." basically all of us (the males) look like crap laa and its probably depressing to be a girl in our class so there lorh! xD. yayy finish blogging! now i shall go online and stone! =))

funn!

2006-01-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

hehh i didnt blog yesterday although i planned to initially cos i ended up chatting on msn with someone la xP. thought u were mad at me and daoing me lorh! apparently u werent! okie then shall start blogging bout yesterday first =))

stoned around at zcove in the morning talking bout some random nonsense and laughing bout some stuff la! xD. my shifu seems to amuse and stun me with her urm exhaustive knowledge about a certain topic not to be mentioned here in case of underaged readers xP. i dunno whether to laugh or cry but doesnt matter! im just amused la! oh i was playing bowling on gerard's pda and ive got 296! woot! 10 strikes before some weird split -.- oh wells i shall try harder next time then! =))

first period was econs and hmmm i shall just say tht my econs tutor is an interesting person =D. found out that hes in charge of fencing today. HMM. he probably planned for us to take like half an hour to finish the table but apparently people in my class did it beforehand already cos we are all so super hardworking xP. so those who didnt do just copied the answers from those who did. apparently he said it was defeating the purpose of the activity, but then again the activity just calls for us copying the call numbers/titles/authors of books. some spent time looking for the books, some didnt. so whats the point of the activity! i dunno =P. he wanted to have a "competition" to see who can finish the crossword first but everyone finished it/~~copied~~ refered during lunch break so he had to think of smth again! so we ended up having to compare two different textbooks which we obviously didnt do and ended up talking nonsense! xP.

maths lecture was sleep inducing but i didnt sleep la. she went through one and a half pages of the notes when function's just supposed to be a revision topic. hmm i dunno la, apparently everyone around me seemed to be sleeping or almost sleeping so i just highlighted stuff to keep myself awake!

gp was quite weird again! another interesting tutor we had la. but despite all the weirdness im reassured quite a bit when she said she will actually look through our essays and give comments, no more essays with just ticks after each paragraph and the occasional grammatical or vocabulary mistake. hopefully i can learn how to write well then! =)) ive never written well in my life for english la! sadd

gsc was just talking and introduction to the subject. i realised gsc is the subject most alike to those we take in secondary school. its two papers, 50 marks each. the first paper is a compo paper most like our newspaper review in secondary school, just that marks arent minused for wrong words =)) and its a 10 choose one question with a large number pertaining to local issues which is quite good. there are just 10 people in my class, heard that there are 5 in the other class (today it became 10 in my class, 4 in the other xD) so thats very little people taking!

went to lunch after that at ri canteen! xD went with gerard then alisha, vivek, pearlene, yixuan, kenny and juline joined us later. xD ended up talking nonsense and playing cards in ri dining hall! =)) its really a nice place la and i really miss ri! especially now when they are tearing down everything, its just quite depressing la =(( left cos people had to go for dance audition/tennis tryouts and stuff! it was probably going to rain anyway so i went back to school and hung around outside the hall, wanting to support gerard and kenny for dance auditions! its quite scary la! so many girls turned up. and all guys who went for auditions will get in imo lorh! too little people! xD

went to the steps and there were so many people there already! and apparently the hurdlers had trained for and hour when i arrived xX. scary people! hahaa but thats good! they will winn! went to get drink with jialing and ended up talking nonsense and slacking and walking around and wanting-to-buy-calculator-but-they-have-no-more-stock xP. haixx! training was usual and we went for dinner after that! after dinner just hung out a bit more, got bubble tea and came home!

phew! busy wednesday! xP shall rest a while and blog bout today after i get a drink then! =))

first post!=))

2006-01-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

i guess its quite a good feeling starting all anew again!xD. hopefully this blog will be full of happy and funny memories or smth and i wont hv to delete it to start another one again. actually i realised that all the times i created new blogs, i just want to forget the past and move on in life, hoping it'll be better, but each time its just another disappointment or heartbreak. im motivated to start blogging once again cos lots of people are asking why i havent been blogging for such a long time and i shall take it as a clear indication tht people want to read bout me!xD.

hmm its getting quite late and hence i shall start blogging from tmr then! =)) if you all want me to blog about a certain event or incident tht happened, just leave a tag or comment ya! =D. ill try to give ~~my side of the story~~ a balanced account of what happened! oh ya! heres just telling all those who want to read about some non-existant scandals that this blog wont hv what u desire! nyah! go somewhere else then! xD

all those who want to be linked please leave a tag or smth k! =)) im compiling a new list and here's apologising to all who hv to relink me! wheee!

somehow im high tonight! (",) goodnites all!